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Chapter 1

I know that I’ll be ok now
This time it’s real

I lay my love on you
It’s all I wanna do
Every time I breathe
I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love
And walk right through
As I lay my love and you…

Standing at the back of the rehearsal hall she watched the lads going through the moves to When You’re Looking Like That the dancers on stage in full force. She watched the long legged, skinny blond wiggle her hips, her hands all over the man who had captured her heart. It irritated her to no end seeing this girl dancing with her man, even if it was strictly professional to him. But it didn’t come off that way to ; the girl clearly enjoyed the chance to run her hands over his sexy body every chance she got.

Letting out a frustrated grunt she left the room in a huff, her blood boiling, the irritation growing worse with each second spent watching the scene, it was too much to watch and take in. Her emotions had been running rampant lately, one moment she was happy, the next irritated and another crying. She was stressed enough as it was with the tour starting in only a few weeks and being PA to the world’s biggest boy band wasn’t helping or easy for that matter. She was irritable and tired, her body ached and nausea was known to present itself at various times of the day.

watched her pacing the back of the hall, her arms folded across her chest, his eyes fixed solely on her as he went through the song, the girl dancing next to him was just a girl, someone he had to perform with on stage, but at times he found her dancing a little too close or felt her hands roaming a bit too far. The only hands he wanted running all over his body were those of his PA, the girl he was smitten with. Seeing her storming out of the room he knew he had to see her, even do a bit of damage control, he’d seen the daggers sent to the girl hired to dance next to him, it hit a nerve with her and he knew why, jealousy…and it was a bitch in the one you love.

“Alright guys.” Clapped their choreographer breaking his thoughts. “Take a twenty minute break, get water and make those important phone calls if needed” she chuckled “Then right back here for the second half.”

Thankful for the break made for the exit knowing exactly where she’d be.

“Where ya going ?” asked .

“Just have to make a quick call” he lied rushing out of the room.

“Does he really think we don’t know?” chuckled looking at and .

“I don’t know how you could miss it” smirked . “It’s clear every time they’re in the same room.”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about” laughed sarcastically.

Walking the hallway to her office he heard her voice filtering out through the crack in the door. “Yes Louis…no Louis… I know Louis…not a problem…taken care of…mmhmm…I’ll double check it…already done…I’ll triple check it…goodbye” Then the slam of the phone back onto the receiver followed by a few Irish curse words.

Slamming the phone down she turned to look out the window of her office, crossing her arms across her chest she leaned against the ledge staring out at the streets of Dublin, the beautiful Irish scenery in the distance calming her. It wasn’t easy being a PA but to the world’s largest boy band it was even more stressful, she had the demands of the lads to tend to, had to jump through hoops for Louis and Simon always at their beckon call, having to solve every little problem, double checking and triple checking everything. Constant phone calls that seemed to increase with promotion time and touring.

peered through the small crack in the door, feeling his breath catch in this throat; she was beautiful, her curls hanging down her back and over her shoulders. The black skirt clung perfectly to her figure stopping just above her knees complimented by a white blouse, she looked professional, but sexy and in control at the same time. He heard a long deep breath escape her, showing that she was stressed. Pushing the door ajar he slipped into the room, closing the door quietly behind him, she hadn’t even noticed him sneak in she was so lost in her thoughts.

Standing behind her he slipped his arms around her waist, placing a soft kiss on her neck. “What’s wrong love?” he asked feeling how tensed her body was. “Why’d you walk out of rehearsals?” he asked continuing to place butterfly kisses on her neck while running his hands along her arms.

let out a deep sigh feeling a warmth of feelings flood through her body, the slightest touch from him sent her body into overdrive as goose bumps appeared on her skin. The smallest whisper of his husky Irish voice sending her heart into a flutter of excitement as the butterflies took flight in her stomach and the tenderest kiss, no matter where it was placed soothing her body. But then she remembered why she’d left and the jealousy came roaring back.

“I don’t know maybe it’s the fact that there’s some tart wiggling her hips and shaking her ass next to you and enjoying every chance she has to run her hands along your body.” She growled, removing herself from his embrace she pushed him away.

“So you’re bothered by the dancers then?” he questioned her reaching for her once more.

“What do you think ?” she snapped slapping his hand away. “I don’t even know why you need dancers on this tour, the last two were fine without. They’re a waste of money and space in my opinion.”

“Then why didn’t you say something earlier?” he asked gently, secretly finding it amusing how protective she was of him.

“I wasn’t asked.” She sighed leaning against her desk. “Do you really think Louis and Simon give a damn what my opinion is? All I do is take care of their demands, along with the bands and do what’s best for the band according to them.”

“Then why didn’t you say something to me?” he asked stepping closer to her, slipping his hands to her waist. “You do know your opinion matters to me.”

“I don’t know.” She sighed letting out another deep breath as she cuddled into him. “You never asked.”

“Do you think I enjoy dancing with her?” he asked.

“Sure looks like you do.” She mumbled looking away from him.

smiled to himself he loved knowing how much he meant to her. “The only person’s hands I enjoy running all over my body belong to those of my PA and the woman I love.” He said turning her to face him once more. “And I’ve got a solution to my dancer?” he smiled naughtily.

“What’s that?” asked raising an eyebrow.

“You could be my dancer.” He smiled leaning in to kiss her. “You’re much prettier and sexier anyways.”

“I could never dance on stage with you!” she laughed.

“Well then I guess we’ll have to deal with her for now.”

“I just don’t like her.” Sighed .

“I think someone feels threatened.” Chuckled pulling her close to him, feeling a slight change in her body as he held her, almost as if she’d gained weight recently.

“Maybe.” She replied playing with the button of his shirt. “But who wouldn’t be?”

“No need to be.” He smiled leaning in for another kiss. “How about you come by my place tonight? I’ll cook dinner.”

“That’d be wonderful.” She smiled warmly at him.

“And I’ll even give you a nice massage.” He winked. “I’ve got to get back to rehearsals babe, see you around six?” He asked kissing her.

nodded as she watched him leave, feeling more secure than she was moments before, that little bit of jealousy tamed for now. Sitting back in her chair she let out a sigh, picking up a pen from the desk she twirled it in her fingers anxiously awaiting the impending phone call.

returned to rehearsals in the nick of time, happy to have calm and happy once again. “Where ya been ?” smirked .

“Just talking to a friend.” He replied taking his spot on stage.

and exchanged amused glances as the music started up before throwing themselves into the last hour and a half of rehearsals.


Chapter 2:

At six that evening parked her car a block away from ’s before making the walk to his place, entering the building she took the elevator to his floor. Standing before the large white door she let out a thankful sigh, she was happy to be here in the comforts of his place, using her key she pushed open the door entering the large penthouse. “ ” she called out closing the door behind her.

“Kitchen babe!” he called back.

Setting her things on the plush cream colored couch she weaved her way through the living room to the dining room to the kitchen, being greeted at the door by looking drop dead gorgeous in a pair of jeans and white tee.

“Hey beautiful.” He smiled placing his lips on hers locking them in a tender kiss as his hands slipped to her waist. gladly returned his kiss her arms slipping to his neck.

Breathless the couple pulled apart, wrapping their arms around each other. “Smells good.” Noted as the smell of pasta tickled her nose.

“Lasagna” replied . “But it’s not ready yet so I was thinking we could participate in some stress reliving extra curricular activities.”

As the last words left his lips he placed his upon hers.

“Babe… I need to… talk to you… about… something.” murmured between soft kisses.

“Shhh, it can wait.” He mumbled against her lips pushing her backwards down the hall towards the bedroom. soon succumbed to him, giving in letting her mind drift away as she lost herself in him. Lifting her up off the floor he carried her the rest of the way to the bedroom, feeling her legs wrap around his waist as the kiss deepened, tongues tangled together, her fingers slipping into his golden locks.

Placing her gently on the bed, he broke the kiss, looking into her beautiful eyes. He felt his heart skip a beat as the gaze intensified, he loved her more than any girl he’d ever been with and being a pop star it was hard to find someone like her, a genuine, honest, loving and supportive woman.

Eight months they’d been together, secretly seeing each other, sneaking into the other’s hotel room late at night, leaving just before dawn, parking around the block or down the street when staying at the other’s place, having to keep feelings in check when at public events, no hand holding, only pecks on the cheek at those same public events. She had watched him date other girls, models, actresses, even the occasional backup dancer, most of who were after his fame and money. She’d watch girls throw themselves at him at various events and in the end she always had to handle the breakup, answering the questions the press had.

Both were surprised that the press hadn’t noticed something about them, but both were also grateful for that, it would just bring more attention to the band, but maybe her being their PA had helped in covering all that up, at times she seemed to go unnoticed lost in the background of the hustle and bustle.

Slowly he had stripped her of her clothes and now his body lay upon hers. Taking each hand in his he placed a soft kiss upon her wrists before placing them above her head, gently tying them to the bed with the silk scarf. “Relax” he whispered running his hand along her body, over her perky mounds of flesh, down her stomach, taking note of the slight change, a small bump noticeable. Placing his lips on hers he kissed her firmly before moving his lips down her neck, across her shoulders and down her chest between her breasts, moving lower down to her stomach.

closed her eyes, relaxing under his touch. He took the time to explore and kiss every inch of her, leaving her skin burning in his absence. Slowly he joined their bodies together, hearing a low moan of pleasure roll off her lips accompanied by a contented sigh. He allowed her body to adjust to him, placing tender kisses upon her neck as his hands caressed her thighs, before he placed his body fully upon hers. Slowly he made love to her, their bodies moving in time together in a synchronized rhythm.“Let me touch you.” She murmured as they continued to slowly make love.

Reaching his hand up he loosened the scarf around her wrist, feeling her hands instantly place themselves upon his back, roaming up and down before trailing back up over his strong, broad shoulders and down his chest. Her hands caressed his chest, feeling the soft chest hairs tickle her palms before moving down his sides, lower to his hips before moving around to his back once more.

lost himself in the feeling of her hands roaming all over his body, leaving a tingling sensation in each place she touched. He continued to slowly love her as she caressed his body, brushing away every trace of the girl who had touched him in rehearsals. He nibbled lightly at her neck, listening to the sounds of pleasure leaving her lips.

Wrapping her arms around his neck she clung to him as that incredible feeling he created inside her filled her tummy rushing down to her toes, up her legs and then up to her head, leaving through her fingers, digging her nails into his back she arched her back towards him as the pair reached their ultimate high together.

With their breathing slowing she ran her hands along his back, tenderly kissing him as they both returned to earth. “I love you” he murmured against her lips gently stroking her hair from her face. gave him a grateful smile.

“I love you too.” She replied kissing him.


Chapter 3:

Lying beside her he took her in his arms, her head resting against his chest, listening to the beat of his heart, fingers tracing circles on his chest. He ran his hand down her body, gently stroking her stomach, as if to say that he already knew what she needed to tell him. “ , I need to tell you something” she said at the same moment he asked “What did you want to talk about babe?”

giggled lifting her head to look at him. “What did you want to talk to me about?” he asked again giving her his full attention. She suddenly felt very nervous about having to tell him her news.

“I think we should tell the guys about us.” She said instead, avoiding the conversation that bit longer. “I’m tired of sneaking around , I just want to be able to be seen with you as more than your PA.”

“Alright, we’ll tell the lads tomorrow at rehearsals” he smiled running his hand along her arm. “Do you want the press to know as well? Should we finally let them in on our secret?”

“If we’re going to do it, might as well go all the way.” She nodded entwining their fingers.

“Ok” he smiled. “Let’s let the whole world know that is no longer single, but madly and head over heals in love.” He grinned kissing her firmly. “Now would you join me for dinner?” he asked. Slipping from the bed he pulled his boxers back on, turning to look at her. “No need to dress nice, I’ll see you in the kitchen.” He winked.

watched him strut out of the room, dressed in only his boxers she knew he had the same plans for the evening as well. Smiling to herself she scooted to the edge of the bed, finding her panties she slipped them back on and grabbed the shirt had been wearing, slipping it over her head to cover her body. She padded quietly down the cream colored carpeted hall, stepping into the kitchen she found stood at the counter slicing bread for their dinner. “Have a seat it’s almost ready” he informed her. did as he said, pulling a chair out at the table set for two with candles and a bottle of wine.

Placing the basket of bread on the table he placed a kiss on her lips. “Wine?” he asked reaching for the bottle. “No thanks.” She blushed holding up her hand. gave her a confused look but placed the bottle back on the table.

“I’m just not feeling the greatest.” She told him, hoping he’d buy her excuse.

“Ok” he nodded moving back toward the counter he took the lasagna pan from the stove placing it on the table, he dished them both up a piece. “Dig in babe; I hope you’ll like it.”

“It looks delicious ” she smiled taking her fork from the table.

He watched her through dinner, seeing her picking slightly at her food, seemingly lost in her thoughts. Dinner had been too quiet, and it bothered , they had just spent the last hour making love, but he felt that she was holding something back from him, that there was more she wanted to talk about.

“Was it really that bad?” he asked looking over at her, breaking the ice.

“No.” she smiled softly. “It was fantastic .”

“Then what is it babe?” he asked concerned placing his hand upon hers. “What’s on your mind? Is it the tour? Dancers? Louis and Simon?”

“No it’s not that” she said shaking her head. “Can we talk in the other room?” she asked quietly.

nodded taking her hand they walked into the large living room, settling down on the plush comfy couch. turned her body to face ; looking down at her hands she took a deep breath.

“I don’t know how you’re going react to this and I’ll understand if you run a mile.” She blabbered.

“ , just tell me what you need to tell me.” He said taking her hand in his. “There’s nothing you can say that will scare me away.”

“What do you think about having a family?” she asked avoiding her news as long as possible. grinned; the thought of having a family with the girl who owned his heart thrilled him.

“I’d love to have a big family.” He smiled squeezing her hand. “Why do you ask?”

“I’m pregnant.” She whispered feeling insecure as she looked up at his face.

gave her a smile “Really?” he asked.

“Really” nodded. “But somehow I feel you already knew.”

nodded “I only just figured it out today.” He confessed. “When did you find out?”

“A few days ago.” Whispered . “The doctor confirmed it this morning.”

“So that’s why you were late to work this morning?”

“Yeah I went in for the testing and he called with the results a few hours later.”

“So how far are you?” he asked.

“I don’t know, I won’t until my appointment for the scan, but thinking back on everything I think two months.

Silence surrounded them again as both took in the news. “Are you ok with this? asked worriedly, there was no way she could be a single mum, and especially not to ’s child.

smiled to himself. Of course I’m ok with this! He thought to himself. “ look at me.” He said his voice soft and warm, he lifted her chin making her look at him, his gorgeous eyes staring back at her, a look of love shinning brightly in them. “I’m more than ok with this.” He smiled placing his hand against her cheek. “You’re the only woman I’ve ever thought of building my life with.”

“It’s only been eight months though” she protested.

“We’ve only been a couple eight months.” He pointed out. “We’ve known each other for four years and I must say everything leading up to those eight months was agonizing. But now that you’re in my arms…well nothing could be better.” Cupping her face in his hands he kissed her with all the love he felt for her.

“How did you know?” she asked breaking the kiss.

“I noticed the change when I hugged you earlier today, you felt…” he paused looking into her eyes, reading her face.

“I felt what?” she asked.

“Plumper” he replied hesitantly. “And don’t take that the wrong way.” He quickly added pulling her against his body.

“Oi! I’m not a turkey!” she laughed punching him lightly.

“Not yet” teased .

“My body is definitely changing.” She giggled. “The guys will pick up on it soon. Should we tell them tomorrow, kill two birds with one stone?”

“Somehow I think they already know about us.” He smiled. “And yeah we probably should tell them of our news.” Placing his hand on her tummy he stroked it softly.

Cuddled together on the couch wrapped in each other’s arms and found their lips locked together sharing tender, loving kisses. Candles lit the room casting the soft romantic feeling that had planned for the night. “So what do you think about moving in with me?” asked looking into her eyes. “We could start preparing for the arrival of our little one here.”

“Why do we have to move in here?” she asked defensively “What’s wrong with my place?”

“Nothing.” Replied sensing that she was offended. “It was just a thought.”

“But?” asked sensing there was one.

“But my place is bigger.” He noted. “But I could live in either place or we could find a new place.” He offered. “Think on it and let me know what you want.”

“You’re really ok with this aren’t you” smiled stroking his face.

“Sure am babe, I’m excited for our future together.”

“You got baby names lined up too?” she asked with a raised eyebrow.

“Got a few in mind” he winked. “And I’m sure that if we have a little girl, she’ll be as beautiful as her mum.”

“Aww you’re sweet” smiled pecking his lips. returned her kiss with a much more passionate one, claiming her lips once more.

“Let’s take a bath.” He mumbled against her lips.


Chapter 4:

leaned against the counter watching as ran the water filling the large spa bathtub positioned in the corner of the massive master bathroom. Turning to her took her hand, slipping his hands beneath her shirt he lifted it above her head trailing kisses down her neck to her stomach. “Hello little one.” He whispered kissing her tummy. Guiding her towards the bath, helped her in, slipping in behind her, he pulled her into his arms.

rested back against his chest, placing her hands upon his that were already resting on her small bump.

“So…will you be my date for the pre-tour party?” asked .

“You sure about that?” asked . “Press will be all over the event.”
“Positive babe, let them see us together, let them see how happy you make me. How happy is.”

“Then I would love to be your date.” Smiled . “Now I’ve got to find something to wear.”

“I’m sure you’ve got something perfect in your wardrobe.” He whispered kissing her neck.

“Like what?” she pouted. “My clothes hardly fit me anymore and it won’t be much longer before I have to buy new ones.”

“Guess we’ll have to go shopping.” He mumbled nibbling at her neck hearing her sigh contently, her body once again succumbing to him as she relaxed in his arms allowing him to soothe her tired and worn body. “Told you I’d relax you.” He murmured in her ear. Reaching for the sponge he poured the lavender body wash onto the sponge and began to wash her body.

“You always know how to relax me.” Smiled .

Waking the next morning to the first rays of the sun poking through the room rolled to his side where he found his beautiful and naked girlfriend lying next to him, slipping his arm across her waist he placed a kiss on her shoulder, moving up to kiss her neck, slowly she began to wake, enjoying every touch and kiss. “Good morning gorgeous.” He mumbled into her neck feeling her stirring beneath him.

“Mmm…I love waking up like this.” Smiled brushing her hand through his tussled hair.
“It’s even better now.”

“No more sneaking around.” Smiled . “How about I make us some breakfast? Any requests?”

“Something light.” Warned . “My stomach doesn’t do well in the morning.”

“Orange juice and pancakes?” he asked.

felt her stomach churn. “Ehm…let’s hold off on the pancakes how about some toast?”

“You got it.” He winked “Stay here I’ll be right back.”

nodded watching him pulling on his boxers. “Enjoy last night did ya?” she giggled as he turned to look at her.

grinned. “Best night ever babe…we had to christen the good news.”

“Cheeky” giggled watching him leave the room a feeling of calm surrounding her.

returned to the room five minutes later armed with a tray complete with juice, toast and fruit. “I’ve got a question for you.” Said sitting down beside her. “About the baby actually.”

“Go on then” encouraged taking a piece of toast from the tray.

“Have you seen it yet?” he asked curious.

shook her head. “No not yet. I went to the doctor to confirm the home pregnancy test. All he did was a blood and urine sample. Do you want to go with me to the scan?” she asked.

“I’d love to.” Nodded enthusiastically. smiled thankfully.

“Well you’re in luck because I go in this afternoon.”

“I’ll be there.” Grinned . “I’ve got questions for the doctor as well. And one more for you.”

“What now?” asked looking into his eyes.

pushed her back against the pillows, kissing her firmly on the lips while his hands moved down her body. “How about a little together time before work?” he whispered in her ear causing her to giggle with excitement. “Seeing as we never get to make love in the morning because one of us has to sneak away.”

“Love to.” She giggled. They slowly made love moving in time with each other, feeling their souls connect on the highest level as they soared to their high.

“I’ve got to go back to my place and change.” Sighed lying in ’s arms. “I can’t show up at work wearing what I was yesterday.”

“No problem babe, I’ll follow you to yours and we can go to the studio together and let the lads in on our news.”

“Ok babe.” Agreed .


Chapter 5:

An hour and a half later parked his car in the secured lot of Sony BMG. “You ready for this babe?” he asked looking sideways at her.

“As ready as I’ll ever be.” She smiled nervously.

Hand in hand they walked to the building. felt her grip tighten on his hand as they made their way down the hall to the rehearsal room. “It’s just the guys.” He whispered stopping before the door. “Relax.”

“Easy for you to say.” Whispered .

“Hey, I’m right here.” Assured kissing her. “Come on.”

Opening the door he stepped inside pulling in behind him. , and looked towards the door seeing it open.

“Well hey guys.” Waved glancing back towards and , who all shared a knowing look.

“Morning lads” smiled .

“So what’s with the hand holding?” asked pointing at and ’s joined hands.

“I know you know guys.” Said with a smile. “You’ve probably known for months.”

“Know what?” asked raising an eyebrow. “Sneaking around?”

“Yeah.” Nodded . “But we’re not sneaking around anymore, we’re making our relationship official this weekend at the pre-tour party.”

“That’s great .” Smiled . “It’s time you were happy.”

“And you too .” Added . “You’ve been single far too long babe, can’t believe you fell for Egan here though.”

“Hey” protested . “He’s a great catch” She smiled proudly.

“When did you figure it out?” asked looking at the lads.

, and exchanged glances. “We’ll I noticed the looks you two shared when in the same room.” Said . “I’ve seen the daggers sends to other girls as well especially that dancer of yours.” He chuckled.

“And I saw you sneaking from ’s room one morning during the tour.” Smiled .

“I saw ’s car parked near your place shortly after the tour ended.” Informed .

“And you never said anything to us” asked slightly confused.

“We figured you’d tell us in your own time.” Offered . “After your last relationship…well let’s just say we knew you needed time and here tends to be a bit stubborn about things as well.”

“We’ll we’ve got more news.” Smiled looking at . “Don’t we babe?”

“Yeah, that we do.” She blushed.

“Oh go on.” Said excitedly.

“I’m going to be a daddy.” Grinned . The three lads were speechless. “ found out yesterday that she’s pregnant.”

“First time I’ve seen the three of them speechless .” Giggled .

Finally the shock washed over the three lads and the next thing and knew they were being congratulated with hugs, handshakes and kisses.

“Wow , way to go.” Grinned patting him on the back.

“Congrats mate, you deserve it.” Smiled hugging .

“What can I say .” Smiled patting his back. “You’re going to be a great dad.”

“You’re really ok with all this?” asked looking at , and . “I mean with your friend and band mate dating your PA?”

“Why wouldn’t we be?” asked . “We’ve known you for years, you’re already apart of the family so to say…”

“It’s just a different status.” Said finishing ’s statement. “You’re now a girlfriend to one of the members.”

“But just so we’re clear.” Warned looking at . “There will be no special treatment, when I’ve got to be in PA mode you have to respect that.”

“No worries babe.” Nodded . “As long as you promise to at least hear me out about my concerns when it comes to you and our little one, especially as this pregnancy progresses.”

“Deal.” Nodded .

“But for the pre-tour party can you just be my girlfriend?” asked .

“That’s one time where I can be both.” Smiled .

Hearing the door opening again and the lads saw the dancers entering with the choreographer and Louis right behind them.

“Who do we tell?” whispered turning to look at .

“Louis for sure, the others can find out Saturday.” Whispered .

“Morning lads, .” Smiled Louis looking at the group.

“Morning Louis” everyone replied back.

“Erm Louis I need to talk with you and about something.” Said looking at his manager.

“Alright, let’s go to my office and then you guys can start rehearsals.”

followed the two men out of the room. Silence surrounded them as they made their way to Louis’ office a few floors up. “Take a seat , .” Offered Louis sitting in the chair behind his desk. and sat in the chairs on the other side of his desk. “So what’s going on ?” asked Louis.

“Actually we both have something to tell you.” Said looking sideways at . “ and I are a couple.”

“I kind of figured that.” Chuckled Louis. “Just been waiting for you to say something to me, I didn’t want to pry.”

“But how?” asked totally confused, she thought that they’d done a great job at hiding their relationship.

“Chemistry” smiled Louis. “When you two are working together you just seem to have this chemistry.”

reached out for ’s hand. “We’re going to tell the press this weekend at the pre-tour party.”

“Good choice.” Nodded Louis.

“There’s one more thing.” said nervously giving ’s hand a squeeze.

Louis raised his eyebrow looking at the couple. “Don’t tell me there’s an article circulating already?”

“No not that I’m aware of.” Said . “I’m pregnant.”

Silence filled the room. and sat nervously before Louis wondering how he was going to react. “I’m happy for you guys.” He smiled. “How far are you?”

“I’m not sure, I’ll know after my appointment this afternoon.” Smiled . “And I plan to work for as long as I can.”

“Let’s not worry about that yet.” Said Louis. “Let’s get through the pre-tour party and the start of the tour, then we’ll discuss everything.”

“Thanks Louis.” Smiled . “We appreciate your support.” Louis nodded.

“Go on get back to rehearsals and we’ll chat later.”

Hand in hand they left Louis’ office heading back towards the elevator. “You coming to watch rehearsals then?” asked looking at her.

“I think I’ll pass.” She said. “If I don’t have to see it, it doesn’t bother me as much.”

“Alright, I’ll walk you to your office.” Suggested leading her down the hall to her office.

He couldn’t help but feel like the luckiest man alive, he had the girl of his dreams and they were expecting a baby, a little miracle that was a part of both of them. “I’ll see you later love.” He smiled kissing her.

“Be good.” Smiled returning his kiss.

“What time is the appointment?” asked turning back to look at her.

“Three.” Answered .

nodded. “Ok, I’ll be back to pick you up half past two.”

nodded and watched him walk away before retreating to her office, going over final details for the tour.


Chapter 6:

Rehearsals zipped by for and by noon he was ready for the break. Grabbing his things he quickly exited the room off to check on . Entering her office he saw her sitting at her desk a stack of papers before her.

“Hey babe.” He smiled sitting on the edge of her desk.

“Hi handsome.” Smiled looking up at him. “How was rehearsals?”

“Fine.” He replied. “Want to get some lunch?”

“I actually order something in for us.” She smiled sitting back in her chair, tossing her pen on the desk. “Should be here any minute.”

“What did you order?” asked curious. “I’m starving.”

“I had this craving for pizza with ham, pineapple and sour kraut.” Grinned .

“That is some craving babe.” Chuckled as a knock was heard on the door.

“Miss , your lunch.” Said her assistant stepping into the office with a box of pizza. She blushed seeing sitting in the office.

“Ohhh thanks so much.” Grinned taking the box. “I’m starving.”

watched as flipped the box open, taking a piece she took a bite, letting out a groan of satisfaction as she relaxed back in her chair.

“And I thought I was the only one capable of causing you to make those sounds.” Winked .

“Oi naughty boy” giggled taking another bite. “God , it’s delicious, try it.”

“Alright.” He nodded taking a piece from the box, he took a bite. “Not bad.” He said nodding his head.

“So you ready for this afternoon?” asked munching on her pizza.

“Yeah, I’m nervous though.” Said moving to sit on the couch.

stood from her chair and joined him on the couch, feeling his arm wrap around her shoulders. “What’s to be nervous about?” she asked.

“I don’t know…I guess it’s the fact that we’re going to be seeing what we created. It’s going to be so much more real.”

nodded. “I totally understand, but it’s pretty amazing too.”

“Aye that it is.” Smiled . “But I am looking forward to this journey we’re about to take.
Can’t wait to show you off to the world.” He leaned closer to her placing a kiss on her lips.

That afternoon and entered the doctor’s office. The receptionist smiled up at them. checked herself in before taking a seat in the waiting room with by her side. Both sat quiet seemingly lost in their own thoughts. Hearing her name called broke her from her thoughts, with by her side they followed the nurse down the hall to the examination room.

“Doctor will be in shortly.” Smiled the nurse closing the door behind her having taken ’s blood pressure and temperature.

sat nervously in the chair while waited on the examine table. “ you ok?” asked seeing his fingers and feet tapping nervously.

“Not really.” He said giving her a weak smile.

“Come here.” Said motioning for him to come to her, wrapping her arms around his neck she looked into his eyes. “Don’t be nervous ok. If anything I should be the nervous one, I’ve got to carry this little one around for nine months.”

“We’re in this together.” Said . “I’m going to be looking after you and this little one.”

The door opened breaking the couple apart. “Miss nice to see you again and congratulations on your pregnancy.” Smiled the doctor.

“Thank you.” Nodded . “This is my boyfriend .”

The two men shook hands. “Are you ready to see your baby?” asked the doctor.

“Yes, very.” Smiled lying back on the table. stood beside her holding her hand.

The couple watched the doctor spread the gel on ’s tummy, followed by the scanner. “There it is, there’s your baby.” Smiled the doctor turning the monitor for the couple to look at a short time later. was overcome with emotion looking at their baby, he couldn’t comprehend how they had created something so special and now that he’d seen it, everything became so real, he was going to be a father.

“ you ok?” asked

“Yeah, just can’t believe it.” He said with a croaky voice. squeezed his hand reassuringly.

“I know, it’s amazing.” Grinned .

“Everything looks great too.” Said the doctor. “Baby is healthy and developing perfectly and mum seems to be doing well.” nodded.

“How far am I?” asked looking back at the screen.

“Almost three months.” Said the doctor. “Looks as though you’ll be due this summer.” He handed a towel to clean up with. “Are there any cravings yet?”

“Oh yes.” Grinned . “Ham pizza with pineapple and sour kraut.”

“That’s definitely a different combination.” Chuckled the doctor.

“It was so satisfying though.” Sighed contently.

“Just make sure you fill those cravings, it’ll make you and baby much happier. Do you have any questions for me?”

“I’ve got a few.” Said . “Is she able to travel?”

“Flying is not advised after the 36th week.” Informed the doctor.

looked dejectedly at . “That means you won’t be touring with us.”

“We’ll work something out.” Soothed squeezing his hand.

continued to ask the doctor questions that had flooded his mind as soon as had told him she was pregnant and even more came upon seeing his growing child.

Returning back to ’s place the couple cuddled up in bed to discuss the many things that needed to be taken into account now that they had a baby on the way and a tour quickly approaching.

“But how are we going to tour without our PA?” asked . “And me without you? We’re finally together and now I’ve got to spend over half the tour without you?”

“Babe, I know it seems horrible but it’ll work out.” Soothed . “We’ve got to think of our baby honey, keeping him or her safe.”

“I know I just want you with me so I can look after you, I’m going to miss out on three months of the pregnancy with the tour.”

“But you’ll be here for the final three months.” Pointed out . “The three most important months at that.”

“Guess you’re right. You’ll just have to document everything for me. Maybe I’ll hire a camera crew to follow you around while I’m gone.”

“ you do that and I’ll go into hiding until you return home.”

“You can run babe, but you can’t hide.” He grinned. “I’ll always find you.”

“Some how I find that a bit creepy and comforting.” She giggled. “And about our living arrangements…”

“Yeah?” asked looking at her attentively.

“I think moving in here is the best option.” She smiled.

grinned leaning in to kiss her. “Glad to hear it babe.”

“Ok so back to touring.” Said . “The doctor said I can’t fly after the 36th week…which means I can be in London with you and all the shows around England but after that I need to return to Ireland.”

’s eyes twinkled with happiness. “You’re a genius babe! I didn’t even think of that.”

“So you’ll get me for a bit.” She smiled kissing him.


Chapter 7:

Standing before the mirror she took a deep breath, she was more nervous than she had ever been attending anything Westlife related. Checking her reflection she ran her hands down her hips, smoothing out the creases that only she could see. Running her hand across her stomach she could just make out the hint of the baby bump, she just prayed that the press wouldn’t pick up on it for at least another month.

stood in the doorway between the hall and the room, leaning against the frame he admired her from behind. He considered himself a very lucky man to be able to call her his, and even more lucky to be having a child with her. He watched her triple check her appearance, he could tell she was nervous. Moving across the room towards her, he slipped his hands to her hips, moving them slowly to her stomach. “You look perfect” he told her before softly kissing her neck.

“Do you think they’ll notice?” she asked placing her hands upon his meeting his eyes in the reflection of the mirror.

shook his head. “Not unless they knew to look.” He assured “The news is inside the Westlife camp right now and the press will not find out, not tonight.” He gave her a smile, which she returned. “Besides the talk tonight is going to be all about my beautiful and gorgeous girlfriend.” He winked twirling her around to face him. “Do you have any idea what this dress is doing to me?” he asked raising an eyebrow at her.

stepped back to look in the mirror again, the black silk dress fit her perfectly. Just enough cleavage showing to make her look sexy, giving the perfect peek. “They’ve gotten bigger.” Noted adjusting her bra beneath her dress.

“Believe me I noticed.” Grinned . “But that’s a perk to being pregnant.”

“Oi! You’re such a man.” Giggled turning to look at the handsome, cheeky man she loved.”

“And that is why you love me my dear.” He smiled slipping his arms around her waist, he leaned into her, placing a gentle kiss upon her lips. “But seriously, I love everything about you babe.” He whispered against her lips, pulling slowly away he looked into her eyes. “I got you a little something for tonight.” He smiled slipping his hand into the black suit jacket he pulled out a long velvet box and handed it to her.

“What’s this?” asked smiling as she took it from him, she loved surprises.

“Open it and find out.” He said motioning for her to do so. “I think it’ll suit your outfit perfectly.” He added.

carefully opened the box the suspense of finding out what was inside filling her tummy with funny, warm feelings. “Oh .” She gasped seeing the contents. “It’s beautiful.” She whispered looking back at him.

“I saw it and knew it was perfect for you.” He said taking the box from her hands, he took the beautiful necklace from the case, turning to he gave her a smile. “Let me help you put it on.”

turned lifting her hair from her neck she watched his reflection in the mirror as he placed the silver chain around her neck, clasping it into place making sure that the heart shaped diamond hung in the center of her chest. “Perfect” he smiled placing a kiss on her neck, taking in the scent of her perfume, sending a wave of excitement through his body.

“Thank you.” whispered while a smile graced her lips. “No one has ever given me something so beautiful.”

“You deserve it babe.” He assured taking her hand in his. “I love you and this is the first of many gifts you’ll be showered with over time.”

Sat in the limo being driven to the pre tour party. held her hand trying to ease her nervous tension. “It’ll be fine , you’ve done so many of these.”

“It’s different this time .” She said nervously. “I’ll actually be walking around holding your hand.”

“Just smile and enjoy it.” He said kissing her as the car came to a stop. The door opened and stepped out turning back towards the door he held his hand out. The press stood watching the scene snapping photos as they waited for the person inside to be revealed. Louis had leaked to the press a day earlier that would be attending the event with a “special guest.”

Placing her hand in his scooted out of the car giving a smile as she looked up at . Immediately the flashbulbs started everyone wanting the perfect shot. “Just follow my lead.” He whispered placing a kiss on her cheek, causing her to blush.

Still holding his hand they began the walk down the path as whispers were heard among the crowd, camera’s flashed in overdrive as it was revealed that and the Westlife PA were looking like a couple.

“ I see you’re escorting the beautiful Westlife PA Miss tonight.” noted one of the journalists. “Is it a friendly arrangement?”

gave a smile as he looked sideways at . “Actually we’re here as a couple. I’m proud to shout from the rooftops that I’m no longer single and very much in love with our PA .”

“How long has this been going on now?” asked the journalist.

“Long enough for me to have realized that I waited too long for it to happen, that I wasted too much time with all the other girls.” Replied . “Now if you’ll excuse us, we’ve got a party to attend.”

Slipping his hand around her waist he escorted her into the large ballroom of the Four Seasons hotel. All heads seemed to turn as the couple entered the room, whispers heard once more. “I don’t know about this .” Whispered stopping to look at him, she suddenly felt very self conscious, now that she was by ’s side she felt vulnerable.

“There’s no need to be nervous or worried.” He assured cupping her face in his hands, he looked deep into her eyes. “I’m right here by your side, nothing can go wrong tonight, it’s our night tonight babe, let everyone know that your mine and I’m yours.”

smiled hearing those words. “Can I kiss you?” she asked feeling the eyes of most people in the room on them. Looking over his shoulder she saw the group of dancers sipping on drinks, watching them intently.

“You can kiss me when ever and where ever you want.” Grinned .

Leaning closer to him she brushed her lips against his, sharing a lingering loving kiss with him.

“That was nice” whispered as they pulled apart.

“Get used to it babe, we’ve got an audience.” She replied slipping her hand in his.

“Is that the only reason you kissed me?” he asked as they joined the lads.

“No but I’m gonna play her at her own game.” Warned . “And starting tomorrow I become bitchy PA.”

“Ohhh I’m kinda turned on.” Winked .

“Did I just hear you say bitchy PA?” asked “Because I don’t like you when you’re in that mood.”

“Only certain people will be feeling that wrath tomorrow.” Assured . “There’s some people who need to be put in their place.”

The night went on without a hitch, Louis had introduced the press to the newest dancers and the lads had spent some time talking about the tour, not giving away too much but promising lots of surprises. The press were also very interested in ’s new relationship and had bombarded him with questions, kindly he gave them all the same interview with by his side, offering them what they felt was important and nothing more.

Sitting at a table surveyed the room, it had emptied out now only the crew, lads and dancers were present. She watched the lads standing around having a laugh and drinking beer. It was a big change for her to be there as ’s girl, but she kind of liked it, it was less responsibility.

“Ready to go home?” asked joining her at the table.

“Yeah, I’m sore and tired.” She replied yawning.

Standing from the table offered her his hand, pulling her from the chair he led her out of the room. They were ushered to their car and soon on their way home.

Next morning awoke to the unpleasant feeling of her stomach churning. She quickly ran from the bed rushing for the bathroom making it just in time. heard the commotion and was quick to follow. “You alright?” he asked.

just nodded. “Morning sickness.” She replied looking up at him.

“Anything I can do to help?” he asked helping her from the floor.

“Just hold me for a bit?” she asked walking back towards the bed.

“I can do that.” Smiled . “Want anything to drink?”

“Some juice” she smiled weakly as helped her back into bed, pulling the covers up around her.

“You got it.” He smiled kissing her cheek.

Returning to the room he handed her the glass of juice. “Thanks.” She whispered taking the glass from him. nodded crawling back into bed beside her. Taking her in his arms she cuddled against him, drifting off to sleep for a few more hours before they were due at rehearsals.

Opening the paper hours later wasn’t too surprised to find him and front page news. Smiling he looked towards her at the counter making them both breakfast. “Babe come read this with me.” He called over to her.

“Is it about us?” she asked with a cheeky smile.

Placing the plates on the table she felt ’s arm slip round her waist pulling her onto his lap.

Shout it from the rooftop.

Last night at the pre-tour party for Westlife’s up and coming tour, band member stole the show arriving with his new beau and band’s PA . The couple were happy to announce that they are officially a couple. wore a beautiful black dress, making her look the part of class and sass. She took the night off from being PA, spending it by ’s side, but at times she was seen falling into PA mode for brief moments. Is this a sign of things to come? Are Westlife in the market for a new PA?

The couple were seen holding hands all evening long as they mingled with guests, even sharing a kiss here and there. We in the press have had our secret speculations that something was going on between these two over the last few months, but we never had the right evidence to support our thoughts until now. Keep an eye on this couple, they’re the hottest new thing around and bound to be making headlines!

“Hottest new thing eh?” asked looking at . “Can’t wait to see how they react to me being pregnant.”

“They’ll eat it up like candy.” Said placing his hand on her tummy. “How is the little one feeling today?”

“Calm and quiet at the moment.” Giggled .

Arriving at the studio later that morning wasn’t impressed to find that the dancers hadn’t arrived on schedule.

“They were supposed to be here fifteen minutes ago!” she shouted looking around the room. “Even is here on time!”

“Whoa babe, calm down.” Said approaching her. “You can’t work yourself up like this.”

turned and glared at him. “As of right now I am your PA, not your girlfriend.” She snapped.

“And at this moment you’re still carrying my child.” Retorted .

, and all took a deep breath as they saw fire burn in ’s eyes, really didn’t know when to let things be.

“ !” she shouted. “I will not be treated like a person who is incapable of looking after themselves. I know what I can and cannot do!”

Louis entered the room seeing the storm known as raging. “What’s going on in here?” he asked.

“ ’s just trying to control .” Replied .

“I’m just looking out for her.” Sighed . “She’s stressing out and it’s not good for the baby.”

“ ” sighed Louis. “I know you’re trying to do what’s best, but you also know and how stubborn she is. You’ve got to let her do what she needs to, you can’t stop her being herself.”

“Thank you Louis.” Nodded .

“And you missy.” Replied Louis looking at her. “Need to listen to your boyfriend’s concerns as well. You need to come to an agreement and compromise. Even if that means taking advice from him while at work. So I suggest you two sit down and talk it out this evening and get things sorted before we fly out on Friday.”

“Fine.” Sighed .

“Where’s the dancers?” asked Louis.

“Late” replied looking at the clock. “Twenty five minutes to be exact.”

“I see.” Nodded Louis taking his phone from his pocket, prepared to start phoning them when the door opened and in walked five girls who looked as though they’d spent the night partying and drinking.

“So nice of you to join us ladies.” Smirked “You’ve just earned yourself a week of no fun, you thought this tour was going to be fun? Well guess again, I’m going to be watching every move you make and if any one of you slips up, you’re out. Do I make myself clear?”

“Yes ma’am.” The girls replied quietly.

“There is no excuse for you to be late. You’re dancers for the biggest boy band in the world, you need to be responsible. Understand?”

Again the girls nodded.

“Ok, let’s get to work.” Smiled .

She watched the girls take their places on stage next to the lads. “Oh and you.” She said pointing at the girl stood next to . “Keep your hands in check. I’ve seen them wondering too far. ’s too nice to say anything to you but I’m not.”

gave a smirk looking down at his girlfriend, even bitchy she was hot.

“Alright girls, let’s work off those hangovers.” Grinned as the choreographer started the music.

Two hours later called a lunch break for everyone. She smiled watching the girls collapse on the floor from the hard work out they’d just endured. “One hour” replied giving them a stare.

approached her slipping his hands to her waist he placed a kiss on her lips. “That was a workout babe.” He said.

“Show has to be perfect.” Smiled “At least we got the kinks worked out in the first half of the show.”

“All for the fans.” He replied.

“I like you all sweaty.” Whispered .

“Do ya now?” he asked with a raised eyebrow.

“Later” she winked pulling him towards the door.


Chapter 8

The rest of the week flew by for everyone and before they knew it Friday had arrived and they were all boarding a flight to England. had been in bitch mode all week with the dancers, getting them into tip top shape for the start of the tour.

and her had sat down and come to a compromise on their working relationship, she had listened to his concerns and agreed that if he felt she was over doing it while at work she’d take heed to his warnings instead of brushing him off.

Opening night had arrived three days after their arrival in Birmingham. The arena was a buzz for the first night and the lads could feel it all the way backstage. Standing in their dressing room they took a moment to gather themselves, saying a group prayer before heading off to start the show.

walked hand in hand with to the side of the stage. “Have a great show.” She smiled adjusting his jacket. “And have fun.”

“I will.” He smiled kissing her. “I love you.”

“Love you too.” She whispered against his lips.

Sitting in the family box she watched the show, proud of the guys for all their hard work. She watched them relax and have fun, interacting with the crowd. She noticed a few mistakes but it was first night jitters. As I lay my love on you filled the arena that night she couldn’t help but feel that the song held some form of meaning about their relationship. She scanned across the stage her eyes landing on . He was looking right back at her as he sang along, her heart fluttered a little as she smiled back at him, she couldn’t have been happier than she was right then, she just wasn’t looking forward to the time when she had to say goodbye to the guys in a few weeks time as they headed off for shows in other countries and she returned home.

As the lads played through the encore made her way backstage awaiting their arrival. Soon enough they were rushing off stage and towards the waiting cars. grabbed her hand ushering her along with him. Once safely in the car he let out a deep breath.

“That was fantastic babe, the crowd was amazing.”

“I know.” Smiled looking at him, seeing the huge smile plastered on his face. “I’m glad I was here for it.”

“Me too.” He smiled leaning in to kiss her. “God you are the sexiest woman alive.” He mumbled breathing in her intoxicating perfume. giggled feeling his hands roam down to her sides as he kissed her neck. “I want you.” He mumbled.

“Slow down handsome, save it for later.” She soothed kissing him. “We’ve got all night.”

The car slowed coming to a halt at the hotel. They were quickly ushered past the crowd of fans into the hotel. Everyone retreated to their rooms for the night before another show the next night.

Entering their room had quickly closed it. Pinning against the door he kissed her hungrily, pushing the black satin dress she had on up her hips. She could feel how excited he was and it only turned her on more. Pulling at his shirt she quickly undid the buttons, their lips never parting. swept her off the floor placing her upon the bed, they continued to undress until they were naked and under the sheets.

The only sound heard in their room was that of their love making as they took the time to enjoy the other, giving themselves to each other as they explored every inch of the other.

In the afterglow of their love making they laid in each other’s arms. ran his hand along her growing bump feeling a sense of pride in the knowledge that they had created that.

“I was thinking…” said looking up into his eyes. “We need to tell the press about this little one before they find out and break the news themselves. It’ll be a PR nightmare if we don’t.”

“I suppose you’re right.” Sighed .

“Look at it this way babe.” Replied still looking at him. “We tell them now then we can go on enjoying the next few weeks, even do a bit of baby shopping together.”

“Should I ask Louis to arrange it all then?” asked . “Or do you want to since you’re the PA?” he asked with a raised eyebrow.

“I’ll discuss it with Louis in the morning.” Smiled . “But before then I think we need to tell our parents…we don’t want them hearing it from the press.”

“Good point.” Nodded reaching for his phone. “Should we wait until morning though? It’s a bit late.”

“Yeah it can be our secret for one more day” smiled snuggling into his arms. “I love you babe.”

“Love you too.” Smiled kissing her.


Chapter 9

First thing the next morning had called Louis discussing a press conference to announce her pregnancy. Louis had agreed that it was a good idea and arranged for one that afternoon at the arena.

Sitting at a table before the large mass of photographers, cameras and reporters took a deep breath, she was used to these things, but it was different when it was your news to announce. looked aside at her waiting for a sign, receiving a nod he looked back towards the crowd.

“We’ve asked you all here to make an important announcement.” Informed .

“We already know you’re a couple.” Stated one of the journalists. “What else could you have in store for us, a proposal maybe?”

“Not exactly.” Said slightly irritated at the man before him. “ and I would like to announce that she’s three months pregnant with my child.”

A gasp went through the crowd.

“I’d also like to point out that we’re very happy about the news.” Added . “And we’re looking forward to the journey we’re embarking on.”

“We’re bringing this to you first.” Noted . “Because we want the news handled respectfully and ask that you respect our privacy over the next six months, allowing us to enjoy our news.”

“How does this affect your job with the band?” asked a journalist.

“It means I’ll be taking a step back when the band heads off on tour to Germany, New Zealand and Australia. I’ll be resting back home and preparing for the arrival of our baby.”

“Does this mean someone else will be filling in for you? Taking over? How does that make you feel?”

“At the moment Louis and I haven’t discussed the details, when we know you’ll know.” Replied .

“And could never be replaced.” Added . “She does too much for us and knows us better than anyone else to be. The lads and myself will do what it takes to keep her around.”

With the press conference complete the couple headed back to the dressing room knowing there was one more thing they had to do.

“Yours or mine?” asked holding his phone.

“Mine I guess.” Sighed taking the phone from his hand.

She dialed the familiar number listening nervously as it rang. One the third ring she was greeted by her mother’s voice. “Hello?” she answered.

“Mum, it’s me.” Smiled . “I’m fine.” She listened to her mum ramble on about some things before she cut in again. “Mum I’ve got some news to share with you.”

listened as talked, his arm wrapped around her the whole time.

“Mum I’m pregnant.” She blurted out. Hearing the shriek on the other end of the phone she had to pull it away to stop herself going deaf. “Mum just listen please.” Pleaded . “Do you remember ?” she waited for a response “Yes the lad from the band I work for…we’ve been seeing each other for a while now…he’s not that kind of man mum…no he’s thrilled at the news…I love him.”

took the phone from her hand. “Mrs. .” He said. “I want you to know that I love your daughter very much and you can trust me to look after her and our baby. I’m in this for the long haul.” Handing the phone back to he gave her a weak smile.

“Yeah mum, I’ll come and see you soon.” Pressing the end button she let out a deep sigh. “She’s gonna need time to adjust to it all, but I think she’ll be ok.”

“And your dad?” asked concerned.

“Think he’ll be just the same, but once they see me and how much I’ve grown I think they’ll accept it. And meeting you will be the icing on the cake.” She gave him a reassuring smile.

“Guess it’s mine now.” Said scrolling through his phone.

Hearing the familiar sound of his own mother’s voice, a smile graced his face. “Mum, it’s .” He said. His smile grew wider as he listened to her joyous voice. “Mam I’ve got some news for you.” He looked across the room at seeing the nerves she was trying to hold back.

“How do you feel about being nana?” he asked. “That good eh?” he laughed as she screamed in excitement on the other end. “No it’s not …it’s me mam, I’m gonna be a dad.” His smile fell as he listened to her. “Yes you know her…our PA… …she’s an amazing woman mam…I love her.” listened to his mother some more before saying his goodbyes.

“Not so good?” asked slipping her arms around his waist.

“Seems both our families reacted the same, not too impressed.” He sighed hugging her.

“They’ll come round.” Assured . “It’s just shock, I mean they hardly know me or you.”

“At least we’re happy right?” asked looking down at her.

“Yeah.” Nodded kissing him. “I’ve never been happier.”

Holding each other they cuddled up on the couch both seemingly lost in thought.

“Babe what were your plans back in Ireland?” asked .

“Preparing one of the guest rooms for our baby.” She replied looking at him. “Why?”

“Why don’t you go up to ? Stay at my place there, the house is big enough and ready for us to start a family in. You could start working on the baby’s room and my parents and siblings are around as well. It’ll give them a chance to get to know you and the press won’t bother you there.”

“ huh?” asked .

“It’s a lovely place really.” Smiled .

“I think it’s a great idea.” Agreed . “A little relaxation is always good.”

Silence surrounded the couple once more as they lay cuddled on the couch, both lost in thought again, both concerned over their parent’s attitudes towards them expecting.

“I’ve got an idea” said breaking the silence. turned to look at him. “What if we invite our parents over to meet us and each other? It might help ease the tension and make things easier for us in the long run.”

“It’s worth a shot.” Nodded . “What could possibly go wrong?”


Chapter 10

One week later…

“Ready for this?” asked as the elevator reached the ground floor of the hotel.

“There’s no going back now.” Smiled slipping her hand into his.

The ping of the elevator was heard quickly followed by the doors opening. Stepping into the lobby and made their way to the seating area to greet their parents.

and were already sitting in the lounge area waiting for to join them. Seeing their son approaching with by his side they stood to hug him. “She’s a lovely young woman.” Noted as she hugged her son.

“Thanks mam.” He whispered placing a kiss on her cheek before turning to hug is dad. “Mum, Dad I’d like you to meet .” He smiled introducing his girlfriend to his parents.

“It’s nice to meet you.” Smiled holding her hand out to them.

“We’ve met before” noted embracing her in a hug. “It was just under more professional circumstances.”

The four took seats and began to chat. ’s nerves were still running high as she waited for her parents to arrive. Seeing the familiar figures enter the lobby a few minutes later she felt her heart beat quicken. Standing she moved to greet her parents. was quick to stand, waiting for to introduce them.

“Is that the young man?” asked her father as he hugged her looking over her shoulder at the nervous looking .

“Yes that’s him daddy.” Replied . “Hi mum.” Smiled hugging her mother.

Her father stood looking over the young man, dressed smart but not over done. He may be a pop star but he didn’t flaunt his money. He could tell the young man was nervous, he saw him moving slightly side to side on his feet. If he was what made his little girl happy then he was willing to give the man a chance, but he was doomed if he hurt his little girl.

“He’s a handsome young lad.” Whispered to looking at .

“Thanks mum.” Smiled pulling away. “Let me introduce you.”

“Just a moment, I want to ask you something before we do.” Said her mother grabbing her arm. turned to face her mother once more. “Are you happy?” she asked.

“Never been happier.” Smiled looking over her shoulder at , giving him a smile. returned her smile nervously, right now he just wanted to hold her hand, feel her calm his nerves, he was afraid her parents would grab her and run, taking her away from him and their child.

nodded, she could see the sparkle in her daughter’s eyes, she’d never seen her so happy in a relationship or job for that matter. She could see the glow surrounding her as an expectant mum.

“Then I’m happy for you.” Smiled her mum.

led her parent’s over to the family. “ , Mister and Missus , I’d like you to meet my parents, and .”

watched as their parents shook hands. Her father turned to , offering his hand. “It’s nice to meet you son, you seem to have made quiet the impression on my daughter.”

“She’s an amazing woman sir.” Grinned shaking the man’s hand.

moved beside , slipping her hand in his, feeling him relax just a bit with her presence.

The weekend seemed to be a success for and , their parents had gotten on quiet well and were even talking about meeting up in Dublin at the end of the tour. Both seemed to have made an impression on the other’s parents as well, both feeling accepted. had proven time and time again how much of a gentleman he was and had shown how much he loved .

had watched him with her daughter, seeing how he always wanted to hold her hand as they walked the streets, from a room or were sat together. She noticed how he stole a kiss when ever he could. His hand would brush against her tummy when the opportunity presented itself. She had seen the sparkle in ’s eye every time he looked at her. He listened intently to every story her parents told of her, that same sparkle in his eye.

had proven she wasn’t into for his money or fame, that she just loved the person he was, the caring kind man by her side, holding her hand and looking after her. But she was independent of him as well, able to make her own decisions.

“Take care of my girl.” Said shaking ’s hand as they prepared to leave.

“I will.” Nodded .

“We’ll see you in a few weeks then?” asked hugging goodbye.

“Yeah I’ll see you in real soon.” Smiled

took her daughter aside. “I know I probably over reacted when you told me the news…but after seeing you and together this weekend I’m not so worried. I can tell he loves you and the little one growing inside of you. You’re going to be an amazing mother, I always knew that.” She smiled placing a hand on her daughter’s growing stomach. “Take it easy and don’t be so stubborn, listen to that man of yours he’s got your best interests at heart.”

“Thank you mum.” Sniffed hugging her.

“We’ll see you in Dublin then.” Smiled her mum as they walked back to join her father. “I’m looking forward to seeing this one in action.” She nodded at .

“Trust me mum, you’ll enjoy the show, just remember he’s mine.” She giggled hugging .


Chapter 11

The next six weeks flew by quickly for and . In their free time they were spotted shopping around the towns, picking up baby clothes here and there. It was clear to see they were happily in love, holding hands as they wandered the streets and shops, laughing and sharing kisses. was now just over four months pregnant and her bump was much more visible than it had been. was enjoying his time with her but was dreading her departure.

The night before her flight to Dublin had treated her to a romantic meal in their hotel room complete with a bit of slow dancing.

“I can’t believe you’re leaving tomorrow.” Sighed holding her in his arms as they lay cuddled in bed.

“I know babe.” Sighed . “It’s not fair is it?”

“No it’s not” whispered brushing his lips against hers. Hearing her gasp he quickly pulled away. “What’s wrong?” he asked concerned.

“It was the weirdest thing …like butterflies in my tummy.” She smiled placing her hand on her bump. “There it is again.” She grinned. “ I think our baby just kicked.” She said looking at him.

“Are you serious?!” he asked excitedly.

“Yeah, feel it.” She grinned placing his hand where she had felt the kick. waited patiently for a sign from their baby. Feeling the movement against his hand he couldn’t stop the grin that spread across his face.

“That’s so amazing.” He croaked teary eyed. nodded taking him in her arms, she held him gently rubbing his back.

“You sure have a sensitive side.” Smiled brushing his happy tears from his cheeks. blushed burying his face in her chest. “It’s cute .” Giggled running her fingers through his hair.

looked up at her giving her a warm smile. “It’s just amazing what’s happening to your body, inside and out.”

“Tell me about!” laughed . “It’s amazing but feels so weird at the same time.”

Slipping his hands to her hips he pushed the cotton shirt up her body, kissing the exposed skin along the way. “So beautiful.” He murmured running his hands along her stomach as they spent the night cuddle together enjoying their final night together.

Next morning found himself standing at the departure gate with . “Now don’t believe everything you’re told by people in .” Warned .

“You got a bit of a reputation?” asked with a cheeky smile.

“You could say that.” Said hanging his head.

lifted his chin looking him directly in the eye. “I want to know all about your life in babe, the good and the bad. But only when you’re ready to tell me about it.”

gave her a weak smile. “Maybe talk to my mam about it.” He suggested. “And when I come back I can tell you more.”

nodded, she was intrigued now about it all. “Nothing will ever change my opinion or the way I feel about you .” Cooed wrapping her arms around his neck. “I love you.”

“I love you more.” Smiled kissing her. “And I love you too.” He said placing his hand on her stomach. “Be good for mummy.”

“ do you want to know the sex of our baby?” asked . “I have a scan in a few weeks and by then they can tell.”

“What do you want?” asked .

“I want it to be a surprise.” Said looking him in the eye.

“Me too.” Smiled . “I don’t want to know until you bring him or her into this world.”

nodded hugging him tightly as she heard the call for her flight to board. “Call me when you get there, so I know you’re safe.” Ordered .

“I will babe.” Assured kissing him goodbye.


Chapter 12

Two days later arrived in . Following the directions that had given her along with the hand drawn map she stopped her car in front of the house. Looking up at it she smiled, it was a small house for a big family, but that didn’t matter it just showed who was.
Stepping out of the car she walked the path towards the front door being greeted by a smiling . “Hello dear.” She smiled. “How was the drive?”

“It was beautiful.” Smiled following into the house. “Have a seat and we’ll head over to ’s place in a bit, just waiting for and to stop by.”

nodded taking a seat, accepting the cup of tea that offered her. Her eyes scanned the room, seeing the family pictures sitting upon the mantle and hanging on the wall. She smiled as her eyes caught one picture in particular, she couldn’t stop the giggle that escaped.

followed her gaze, smiling herself at the picture. “He sure has changed hasn’t he.” She smirked. “Not such a tough guy anymore.”

nodded the words from the airport playing over in her mind again, in fact they’d been haunting her since she left. “ can I ask you something?”

“Course dear.” She smiled warmly.

“Before I left in England, he told me not to believe everything I heard from people in , said he had a bit of a reputation.”

nodded setting her cup upon the table. “You sure you want to know?” she asked cautiously. nodded, but before could continue the front door flew open and in walked and .

“Mum!” shouted the boys.

“In here boys.” She smiled standing to greet them with hugs. “ , meet .”

and turned to look at . “We’ve met once before at a party after the tour. I believe you were drinking at the bar, glad to be done with the lads for a bit” Noted moving towards her. “Welcome to .” He said hugging her.

“Yeah I probably was.” Said returning the hug. “They’re a handful especially that of yours.” She grinned.

“We’ll you seemed to have tamed him.” Chuckled .

“I take it you all know the news?” asked seeing that was inspecting her, his eyes having landed on her baby bump.

“Yeah, mam and dad told us.” Nodded . “Congratulations by the way.” He smiled hugging her. “From talking to he’s pretty excited about it all.”

“Come on then.” Said . “Let’s get settled in at ’s.”

Arriving at the large house on the outskirts of was taken aback by the beauty of it all. “This is ’s house?” she asked staring up at it.

“Yeah this would be it.” Chuckled . “Wait until you see the inside.”

followed the boys inside, she was amazed at how cozy the place seemed, taking note of how manly it was at the same time. Wood floors covered the hallway, with rugs scattered about. The living room contained two plush sofas with a large flat screen TV complete with surround sound and every game console you could imagine. She followed to the kitchen finding the kitchen of her dreams. Lots of counter space, a huge refrigerator, two ovens for baking and a beautiful view of the Irish scenery just outside the back door leading to a beautiful wood deck.

“Wow” breathed . “It’s beautiful.”

“ designed it all.” Noted proudly. “But it needs a woman’s touch.”

nodded glancing around the kitchen, her eyes landing on a table in the corner where a pink vase of roses stood. “Those are from .” Smiled seeing moving towards them. She took the card from the holder smiling as she read what he had wrote.

Welcome home baby! Relax and enjoy the view. It’s our place now so add your touch to it, make it a home for the both of us and the bundle joining us in five months. Don’t be afraid.

All my love.

. xoxo

“He’s got to be the sweetest man I know.” Sighed happily.

“Would you like to see the rest of the house?” asked “Or would you rather explore on your own?”

“I’d like to explore on my own.” Smiled .

“Ok, we’ll leave you to familiarize yourself with the house.” Nodded . “All our numbers are posted on the fridge, call if you need anything or have any questions.”

nodded thanking the ’s for helping her. Seeing them out she climbed the stairs to the next level. Wandering down the hall she peeked in the guest rooms before finding the master bedroom, ’s bedroom. Moving towards the bed she ran her hand along the comforter, smiling as she imagined them cuddled up in bed with their baby.

Taking her phone from her pocket she dialed ’s number as she laid herself out on the bed. “Hey baby.” Came ’s voice on the other end. “How was the trip?”

“It was beautiful and the house…it’s amazing. And the flowers were beautiful.”

“Glad you approve.” Smiled sitting down upon the couch in the dressing room. “I meant what I said babe, it’s our home now.”

felt a flutter of excitement run through her veins. “I think I’ll be going into town tomorrow to see the place and pick up a few things.”

“Sounds good babe, maybe ask my mam to take you or one my sisters. That way you can learn more about it.”

“I’ll keep that in mind.” Said . “ ?”

“Yeah babe?” he asked.

“What happened in your past here? Your mum was going to tell me something but then your brothers showed up.”

went quiet on the other end. “ ?” asked .

“It’s not easy to talk about on the phone babe, but I’ll tell you when I see you again. Until then maybe my family can fill you in.”

“Ok” whispered . She wasn’t going to push him, but she felt she needed to know what had happened before made it big.


Chapter 13

The next day found walking the streets of with and . They showed her around town, telling her which shops were best for certain things and which ones to stay away from. noticed the many people who had stopped to look at her walking the street with the Egans. “I take it the town knows about and I as well?” asked a bit self conscious.

“Well there was that little magazine article.” Noted with a smile.

“Yeah I remember.” Nodded . “It’s just weird that the whole town knows about it.”

“It’s a small place.” Reminded . “And anything about , , or , the town folks eat it up, they know all. And sometimes it’s a bit scary.” Confessed . “They seem to know things before us.”

“And I thought it was hard being a PA to them.” Laughed . “I knew everything before most, I always had to clean something up.”

linked her arm with ’s. “I’m sure it wasn’t easy having to clean up ’s messes.”

shook her head. “I will admit, he was the hardest to deal with at times, there was always someone new hanging around, new things leaking to the press and I’d get the phone call about it, them wanting to know if it was true and then I’d have to investigate.”

“Seems he’s straightened himself out now.” Smiled looking at . “You’ve made a good impression on him.”

blushed at the compliment. “He’s always been a good guy.” Noted “I knew that the moment I met him.”

“So was it love at first sight then?” asked seeing the look on ’s face.

blushed deeply at the question before nodding her head. “Yeah, but don’t tell him that.”

“Your secret is safe.” Smiled . “But mum might let it slip at some point in time.” She giggled looking over at .

“Only when the time is right.” She smiled.

“And when is that?” asked curiously.

“When he’s gotten himself in jam with you, really screwed something up, because you know all men have that tendency. He’ll come looking for advice, I’ll give him my motherly advice and slip that in somewhere and make that light bulb go off above his head.” She smiled patting ’s arm.

Looking at the time noticed that the afternoon had flown away and dinner time was quickly approaching. “Why don’t you come have dinner with us love?” asked looking at .

“I’d love to.” Smiled

“Great you can meet the rest of the family then.” Said .

Sitting in the living room of the house was surrounded by the rest of the family. Answering questions about herself and learning about the family. She was comfortable with all of them, but at the same time she wished was there with her.

“Do you know when you’re due?” asked .

“Sometime in August.” Smiled . “I’m just over four months now.”

had sat quiet for most of the time, sitting across the room on the other couch, her stare fixed firmly on . “Do you really love ?” she blurted out causing the whole room to go quiet, the siblings turning to look at her.

“What!?” she shrieked seeing everyone’s eyes on her. “It’s a legitimate question.” She defended herself. “Or is it just the lure of dating a pop star that has you hooked to him.”

sat speechless, but she knew someone in the family wouldn’t be happy of her presence.

“” hissed seeing how uncomfortable was at that moment.

“Of course I love him.” Whispered feeling tears forming in her eyes. “Excuse me please.” she said standing from the couch quickly exiting the room as the tears began to fall down her cheeks. She quickly ducked into the bathroom, locking the door behind her.

“Way to go.” Snapped looking at his youngest sister. “She’s pregnant for crying out loud and you just sent her into a wave of tears.”

heard the sobs coming from the bathroom, looking in on her family she noticed the guest of honor was missing. “What’s happened?” she asked hands firmly on her hips as she looked around the room. “Why is there a pregnant woman crying in my bathroom?”

“ just opened her mouth.” Sighed .

gave her a warning look. “Sorry.” Muttered . “But right now I don’t like her. I want to talk to about her.”

“What’s not to like.” Hissed . “She makes happy, isn’t that what’s important?”

left the room making her way to the bathroom. She knocked gently on the door. “ can I talk to you?” asked . Slowly opened the door giving a shy smile. felt her heart break for the young woman before her. “Come with me.” She said guiding her up the stairs and into one of the bedrooms. “This is ’s old room.” Smiled sitting down on the bed. “Still here for the rare occasion he wants to stay round here.”

sat down next to , looking around the room. All she wanted right now was to be wrapped up in his arms, listening to him tell her that everything was going to be ok. It was hard meeting his family without him, it was nerve wracking in fact.

“Do you want to talk about it?” asked . shook her head.

“No, not really.” She sighed. “Could someone just take me home? I’m not really in the mood for anything to eat.”

“You can’t leave, dinner is almost ready.” Said . “You’ve got to keep your strength up for the baby.”

“I know its just…”

“Would you like to call ?” offered . “Seems whatever happened might be better solved by talking to him.” She smiled. nodded that was exactly what she needed. handed her the phone. “Take all the time you need.”

smiled gratefully as she watched leave the room. Dialing the familiar number she waited for him to answer.

Hearing the ringing of his phone grabbed it from the table, frowning as he saw his parent’s number flashing on the screen. “Hello” he answered.

“Hi .” Smiled hearing his voice.

“Hey babe.” He grinned. “How are you?”

“Ok” she sighed. instantly knew something was wrong.

“What’s happened honey? Is my family being nice?”

“They’re lovely .” She replied.

“But?” asked sensing there was one. “Who’s not playing nice?”

“ ” whispered .

nodded his head, knowing his little sister was protective at times, he should’ve warned . “What’d she say love?”

“She questioned my love for you.” Sobbed breaking down into tears once more.

“Aw babe.” Cooed . “Don’t let her get to you. I know you love me and that’s what matters.”

“It just hurt .”

“I know babe, believe me I know.” listened as her crying slowed, just sniffles heard here and there. “Feel better?” he asked.

“Yeah, a little. I just miss you babe, I want you here with me, with us.”

“I know honey I want to be there too.” He sighed. “Hang up and I’ll call back, I’m gonna have a chat with .”

“No don’t” objected . “It’ll just make her hate me more, she’ll think I ran to you and told on her, and that’s so childish, I’m a bigger person than that.”

“Ok, I’ll call later and chat to her and don’t worry I’ll be discrete.”

They said their goodbyes and slowly made her way back downstairs stopping in the kitchen to thank for her kindness and to offer help. “Just sit down love.” Smiled shooing her towards the table.

Dinner was an enjoyable time for , she liked the closeness of it all, the laughter that filled the house and the chatter about the day. With dinner over everyone began to disperse around the house. and went to their rooms to do their homework while everyone else gathered in the living room to chat some more.

looked around at everyone the question still burning that no one would answer.

“I’ve got a question” she said causing all eyes to turn towards her. “Before I left England told me not to believe everything I heard while here. Said he had a bit of a reputation. Can someone please give me some answers? won’t talk about it over the phone and every time I ask someone here we get interrupted before they can say anything.”

, , , , and all looked at each other. “Are you sure you want to know?” asked .

“It can’t be that bad can it?” asked nervously.

“The girl has a right to know.” Said . “And she’ll find out eventually if we don’t tell her.”

“I’ll tell her.” Offered taking a deep breath. “You see back when was younger he had a bit of trouble with bullies.”

“Why?” asked . “What could he have possibly done?”

“It wasn’t really anything he did.” jumped in. “He was one of those lads in school that all the girls fancied, even the girls from other parts of town fancied him and it pissed the hell out of their boyfriends.”

“You see used to get beat up because of it.” Said . “But he didn’t fight back, not right away, but one day it got too much and he did start to fight back, but only to protect himself.”

nodded her head feeling her heart breaking for her boyfriend, she couldn’t understand how a guy would feel that threatened by another guy. “Did ever do anything to egg the guys on?” asked .

“No never.” Said shaking his head. “He just went about his business.”

went on to explain about the day had been punched by three different guys in a matter of seconds as he walked the street home. told her of the day had fought back while he was out with their cousin. All this was too much for and she found herself in floods of tears again.

“How could people be so mean?” she sobbed as consoled her. “He’s such a sweet guy.”

“ was a different place then love.” Offered . “There were parts of town that were rougher than others and the people weren’t nice either. It’s stupid reasons to dislike someone and to bully them, but it’s what it was at the time.”

“No wonder doesn’t want to talk about it.” Sniffed .

“Remember this.” Said looking directly at . “All of this has made who he is today, he’s a stronger better person because of it.”

could only nod in agreement. “Thanks for clearing that all up for me.” She said quietly. “Can someone please take me home now?”

“Course” said standing from his chair.


Chapter 14:

Two Months Later…

The Westlife tour had landed back in Dublin for the final shows. The lads were happy to be home and excited to perform for their families and friends. was looking forward to seeing after two long months, he couldn’t wait to see how much she’d changed and to hold her in his arms again.

Arriving at The Point, parked her car letting out a grateful sigh. looked at her. “You ok?” she asked.

“Yeah, just tired.” Smiled . “And I can’t wait to see .” She gushed opening the car door.

Stepping out they joined the rest of the family making a bee line for the entrance to the back of the arena. Approaching the door they were greeted by Dave who quickly ushered them in. Seeing he gave her a smile. “Nice to see you again.” He said walking beside her down the hall.

“It’s nice to be back.” Smiled . “Have they been behaving?”

“As best as Irish lads can.” He chuckled. “Gave Louis a real headache some days, he’ll be glad to send them home for a break and even happier to have you back in charge.”

“So he appreciates what I do now huh?” laughed .

“You could say that.” Smiled Dave.

They stopped walking seeing being mobbed by his family. smiled as she watched them all, she hoped that one day she and would have a family like that. looked up from hugging everyone, he saw her stood a few feet back chatting with Dave sending his heart fluttering in excitment.

“Baby!” he exclaimed moving quickly towards her. “Look at you, you’re gorgeous!” His hands slipped to her waist as he looked her over, admiring her features. looked at the handsome man before her, she looked into his heavenly eyes and felt her heart flutter with so much love. Placing her hand at the back of his neck she pulled him towards her, placing her lips on his, she kissed him firmly and with all the love she held for him.

returned the kiss, allowing their lips to caress the others, neither caring there were others in the room. The kiss felt different, like she was telling him something through it. Breaking the kiss he rested his forehead against hers, looking directly into her eyes, a smile playing across both of their lips.

“God I missed you” he said stroking her tummy. He pecked her lips quickly before taking her hand in his. Turning towards everyone he gave them a cheeky smile. “What?” he asked. “Haven’t you ever seen a man kiss his girlfriend?”

“Not quite like that.” Chuckled .

“Well let’s get out of the hall here.” Said leading and everyone else down the hall towards the canteen.

That evening as the lads prepared to go on stage sat in ’s dressing room watching him dress, they hadn’t really had any time together since she’d arrived, but that was to be expected with his family there as well. looked over at her, noticing she was a bit quiet. “Everything ok?” he asked fixing his clothes. gave him a warm smile.

“Yeah…just watching and thinking.” She replied quietly.

moved towards her. Leaning down he kissed her as he knelt before her. “I know we haven’t had much time together since you got here, but tonight after the show I’m all yours, so whatever you want to talk about we can.”

nodded placing her palm against his cheek. She had a new admiration for the man she loved. “I love you.” She whispered. smiled leaning in for another kiss.

“How are you and the little one?” he asked rubbing her tummy. “Everything ok?”

“We’re hanging in there.” She nodded. “Got the nursery painted and I’ve been looking at furniture with your mam and .”

“We’ve got lots to do when I get back huh?” he asked. gave a nod as a knock was heard on the door.

“ it’s time to head up to the stage.” Came ’s voice from the other side.

reached his hand out to , helping her up from the couch. Hand in hand they walked the hallway towards the stage. Sharing one last kiss he watched as one of the security staff escorted her to her seat before following the rest of the lads towards the stage.

She proudly watched the show, feeling the baby kicking up a storm, obviously enjoying it as well. She admired , the strong man he was she’d learned so much more about him in her time in from his family and a few friends. She was aware of the looks she got around town from some people, but had put it down to jealousy. He was a passionate man, but the sweetest as well and she knew he was the right one.

Returning to their hotel room that night after the show collapsed on the bed letting out a sigh of contentment. sat beside him looking down at his face, leaning her face closer to his she kissed him softly before placing kisses all over his face. “I love you.” She said looking into his eyes. “And I’m so proud of you.”

didn’t know where this sudden admiration was coming from, sitting up he took her hands in his. Looking back into her eyes he saw tears at the corners of her eyes. “What’s wrong love?” he asked.

“It’s nothing” smiled placing her hand against his cheek. “I just now understand so much more about you and it makes me love you more.” She continued looking into his eyes. “How you overcame everything and now I understand why you couldn’t talk about it.”

“It’s not that I didn’t want to talk about it” sighed . “It’s just that it literally pisses me off, there’s so much anger in it all.”

wrapped her arms around his neck looking deep into his eyes, trying to soothe him. “I was too nice about it all babe, I didn’t fight back soon enough and people still to this day are asses to me when I’m home.”

“ , there’s always going to be those people.” Soothed as they opened their hearts to the other sharing things that were on their mind, sharing things that needed to be said.

“It was just a hard time in my life.” Sighed hanging his head. “It was fifteen years ago …yeah it’s changed but not everyone has.”

“Can you really blame all those guys for feeling threatened by you.” Smiled running her hands along his body. “A great looking man like you walking around town, who can sing and have any girl he wants? I’d feel threatened.” She placed a kiss on his neck, hearing him moan in approval. “I’d have fallen at your feet.” She whispered in his ear.

“You did.” Retorted cupping her face in his hands. “The moment you set eyes on me you were putty in the palm of my hand.” He grinned mischievously.

“How’d you know?” gasped totally shocked, she thought she’d hidden it so well in the beginning.

“That day you walked into the room before Louis even introduced you as our PA, I looked right at you, I saw the sharp intake of breath you took seeing me staring you down, I saw right through to your soul that day.” He kissed her firmly on the lips.

“It was the eyes.” Mumbled between their kissing. “Those heavenly eyes melted me.” She said pulling away as pulled her onto his lap. “And that gorgeous smile of yours.” She tapped his nose lovingly with her finger, resting her head on his shoulder.

“You were a fan before taking the job.” Said caressing her stomach. “I always knew, but you always kept it professional at least until you got comfortable around us, then you were the one we turned to for advice from a fans point for touring. You’ve done so much for us babe.”

“I wasn’t going to turn down the job.” said . “It was the chance of a lifetime!”

“Was I always your favorite?” asked cheekily.

remained silent, keeping him in suspense. “Hmm…it was always between you and .” She smiled. “But lately Mr. has been creeping up there.” She giggled as tickled her.

“They’re both happily married love.” Smiled looking down at her. “So I guess you’re stuck with me.”

“Ah well, you’re the one I wanted anyways.” Smiled . “Took you long enough to make a move though.”

“Rejection babe, it’s a scary thing for a man.” He answered honestly. “Even a man like myself who could have any girl in the world, because there are girls out there who will reject me.”

“Not this one.” Assured . “If you’d ask me one hundred times I’d answer yes one hundred times.”

“I don’t plan on letting go of you ever.” Said lying her on the bed and placing himself next to her. “You did so much for me over the years, taking care of all those relationships that went wrong. I’m just sorry I wasted so long on them when I could have been with you.”

“Well you’ve got me now.” Smiled . “And I would’ve hung around until you figured it out, even if it took another four years. So now that you’ve got the girl, what are you going to do about it Mister ?” she asked raising an eyebrow.”

“This” he grinned crashing his lips on hers as his hands wandered her body.


Chapter 15:

parked the car in front of his parent’s house walking around to the other side he helped out of the car. “I can’t wait for this baby to come out.” Moaned as they walked the path to the front door. chuckled.

“Three weeks left babe.” He soothed opening the front door. “Mam, we’re here.” He announced helping into the living room. He settled her on the couch before heading for the kitchen. He placed a kiss on his mother’s cheek before preparing his girlfriend something to drink.

“How’s she doing?” asked looking at .

“Moaning about wanting the baby out of her.” Smiled . “But that’s been the story for the last month.”

“Last month is always the hardest” chuckled his mum “She’s uncomfortable and anxious.”

“Mam, can I ask you something?” asked turning serious.

“Course ya can.” She smiled turning to face him.

“What do you think of me asking to marry me?”

gave him a big smile. “I think it’s a lovely idea. She’s a wonderful girl and I see she makes you happy.”

returned her smile. “She makes me very happy mam, never been happier.”

“Well then I suggest you make her your wife.” Nudged .

“You don’t think it’s too soon do ya?” asked nervously.

“Not if it’s for true love and all the right reasons.” She said. “Follow your heart .”

Returning to the living room handed a glass of juice as he took a seat beside her, wrapping an arm around her shoulders. “Everything ok?” he asked.

“Fine.” Murmured resting her head on ’s shoulder.

They spent the afternoon and latter part of the evening with ’s family. had seen ’s attitude towards , the looks and comments not made directly at her but intended. Having seen and heard enough he decided it was time for a chat.

“ , come with me.” He ordered standing from the couch. Slowly she stood following her big brother out of the room and out to the porch. The rest of the family watched in silence as the siblings left the room. sighed inwardly this wasn’t helping her chances any.

and took a seat at the table. looked at his youngest sister. “What’s going on?” he asked. “I see the looks and I’ve heard the comments. So spit it out.”

“I just don’t like her.” She sighed.

“Why?” asked .

“I don’t know.” She muttered looking away from him.

sat with her, watching her as silence surrounded them. Finally she turned to look at him. looked right back at her waiting for her to speak. “I just don’t want to see you hurt like you were last time.” She said honestly.

pulled his sister into a hug. “I knew you were protective of me but you don’t have to worry about .” He said. “Did you even give her a chance? Or did you just decide not to like her?”

blushed. “Thought so.” smiled warmly. “Listen, it’s nice to know you care and that you’re looking out for me even if I am the older brother. Yeah I’ve been hurt in the past, kiss and tells the works have been through the press, but you know what?” he asked looking intently at his sister.

“No what?” she asking shaking her head.

“ was there through most of those, she handled the press. She watched me make all those mistakes, she didn’t judge me and yet she stood behind me and it took me four years of that before I finally realized that everything I wanted was right in front of me. I’ve known her four years and I know deep down I’ve loved her for just as long, even if it was from a distance.”

“So you’re happy?” asked

“I’m very happy.” Smiled . “She’s not going to hurt me like the others have.” He assured. “So give her a chance, see the person she is. I’m not going to make you apologize to her for how you’ve acted because I know that in your own time you’ll do that.”

“I’m sorry” apologized hugging . “And I’ll give her a chance.”

“You’re forgiven.” Smiled . “And thank you.”


Chapter 16:

“ do we really have to do this?” whined staring at her reflection in the mirror. She was a week away from her due date and was in no mood to be going out for dinner in town.

“Yes we do.” He smiled kissing her. “Trust me you’ll enjoy it. I’ve got a surprise for you anyways.” He winked getting the response from her he wanted, seeing a smile light up her face.

winced feeling the baby kick hard against her. “Yes little one daddy said a surprise for mummy.” She giggled. “Think this little one is feeling left out.”

“Not to worry little one.” said stroking her tummy. “I’ve got one for you when you decide to join us.”

Arriving at the small cozy restaurant helped out of the car before leading her inside. They were led to a table at the back of the restaurant set with candles and a vase of flowers. helped her to sit before joining her at the table. “You know I can’t drink that.” Scolded as reached for a bottle of champagne.

“Ah but you can my dear, it’s non alcoholic.” He grinned pouring her a glass of the sparkling cider. “I had to make it look fancy.” He added placing the bottle on the table.

“So what’s this all about?” asked suddenly turning into PA mode.

“Can’t a guy take his girl out for a romantic meal?” asked pouting.

’s heart melted. “Course you can.” She smiled. “Ooooh” she whimpered feeling the baby kick again. She gently rubbed her tummy as watched her concerned.

“Everything ok?” he asked. gave him a smile.

“Fine, baby’s just a bit excited for some reason.”

They enjoyed a quiet romantic meal with small talk. As dinner came closer to an end felt the nerves creeping up in his body. “Dessert?” asked the waiter clearing their plates.

“Love some” smiled looking at .

“The biggest slice of anything chocolate” smiled looking at the waiter who nodded before leaving the table. reached his hand towards hers on the table taking it in his hand, he gently squeezed it running his thumb across the back of it. looked at him, she could tell something was on his mind, but at the same time she was enjoying the attention, the setting and of course the mystery surrounding them. It was a relaxed moment for them, just the two of them being a proper couple out in public together. She gave him a loving smile returning the gentle squeeze.

The waiter returned to the table, placing the piece of triple chocolate cake on the table, drizzled with chocolate syrup with a scoop of whipped cream on top. Picking up his fork scooped a bite onto his fork offering it to who gladly accepted. “Delicious.” She grinned dipping her finger in the whipped cream. Taking a bite of the cake he looked back at who leaned forward placing a gentle kiss on his lips. “Missed some.” She whispered kissing him again making sure she got it all.

smiled against her lips, returning the kiss. Feeling a gasp against his lips he felt stop. “What’s wrong?” he asked concerned.

“Just the baby, it’s kicking like crazy.” She smiled rubbing her tummy. decided to take the opportunity that had presented itself and give her his surprise.

“Honey I want to ask you something.” Said taking her hand. looked at him intently, she could see the nervous look on his face that he was trying to hide with his nervous smile.

“Whatever it is , you don’t have to be nervous.” She assured squeezing his hand. His smile suddenly turned into the warm smile that made her heart flutter. Standing from his chair he stood before her. watched his movements, watching as he pulled a box from his pocket and dropped to one knee before her. Suddenly all the pieces fit together.

“ ” she gasped feeling the tears welling in her eyes.

“ .” He paused to catch his breath, his heart was beating a hundred miles a minute. He reached his hand out for hers and gladly slipped her hand into his. Looking into her eyes he took a deep breath feeling the tears forming in his. “I love you babe.” He said stopping to gather his emotions again.

“I love you too.” Said an emotional , the tears streaming down her cheeks. She leaned closer to him kissing him tenderly. returned the kiss as his emotions and nerves calmed themselves. Breaking the kiss he took her hand in his again.

“Will you marry me?” he asked. He slipped the beautiful diamond ring on her finger, patiently awaiting her answer. opened her mouth to speak but instead of giving her answer she gasped clutching her stomach whimpering in pain as she felt a wetness trickle between her legs.

“ ” asked worried seeing her clutching her stomach. “Baby what’s wrong?”

“My water broke.” She said looking up at him a smile spread across her face. “It’s time .”

took a deep breath. Standing he called the waiter over trying to stay as calm and collected as he could on the outside while on the inside he was trembling. “I’d like to pay my bill and fast.” Said handing over his credit card. “My girlfriend just went into labor.”

“Sure thing Mr. ” said the waiter rushing towards the till.

knelt before , resting his hands on her knees. “Just breathe, stay calm and relax.” He said. took a deep breath looking back at him, she was terrified on the inside but relieved that it was finally happening. The waiter returned handing back his credit card. quickly signed the receipt before turning back to . Helping her from the chair he began leading her out to the car.

With situated in bed took a seat beside her holding her hand. The sounds of the monitors filled the room as took a moment to rest. “Can’t believe it’s finally happening.”
Said looking at .

“I know” he smiled stroking her tummy “It’s hard to believe that our baby is ready to join us, that in a matter of hours he or she will be here.”

placed her hand on his. “You scared?” she asked.

“Never been more uncertain in my life” he chuckled nervously. “But at the same time I’m excited as ever.”

“Me too babe.” Smiled . “As long as we’ve got each other we’ll survive it all.”

nodded feeling her hand tense around his he knew another contraction was coming. Anchored by her side he helped her through it, trying to remember what they’d learned in birthing classes.

The hours passed by, with moving slowly closer to bringing their child into their lives. ’s family sat in the waiting room awaiting news while ’s were on the road from Cork to . It was the early morning hours of the new day and yet there was still no baby, was exhausted and was very concerned.

“Babe how you feeling?” he asked stroking her face.

“I’m tired.” She said quietly looking into his eyes. leaned forward, brushing his lips against hers. “Are the drugs helping?”

“They did seven hours ago.” She sighed.

The doctor entered the room, just like he had every hour. Checking over the monitors he checked over once more. “Getting closer Miss , maybe another hour or so and you can start pushing.”

“Is it possible to give her something for the pain, the drugs have since worn off.” Said looking at the doctor.

“If she’d like something I’d be happy to give her something.” He said looking from to . thought about it all.

“No I don’t want to be all drugged up during the birth.” She said shaking her head. “I want to remember it.”

The doctor nodded leaving the room. turned back to still holding her hand in his. “You’ll be great.” He assured rubbing her tummy.

An hour and a half passed by with the contractions coming much closer together, it seemed to that would make it through one and then another would quickly follow. The doctor finally announced that could start pushing and was quickly wheeled out of the room to a delivery room where nurses were waiting.

“Here we go ” smiled still holding her hand. He helped her to sit up his hand rubbing her back.

“Ok push” ordered the doctor.

took a deep breath and pushed with all her might. She wanted to meet their baby, wanted to hold it in her arms. “Arghhhhhhh.” She screamed as she pushed the pain was intense but she knew in the end it wouldn’t matter.

“ .” She screamed.

The doctor told her to rest and she fell back against the pillows.

“I’m right here.” Soothed helping her sit back. “You’re doing great.” He kissed her temple, pushing her hair out of her face.

Another contraction started and she was ordered to push again. Pushing with all her might she heard the doctor call out that he could see the head. She continued to push. Looking down at her hand in ’s she saw the sparkling diamond ring that he had placed there the night before and remembered that she still hadn’t given him her answer. Resting back against the pillows catching her breath she looked at her boyfriend.

“ ” she panted.

“What it is babe?” he asked looking intently at her.

“Your question” she winced feeling it was time to push again. “The ring.” She blubbered through the pain.

smiled closing his hand around hers. “Babe, now’s not the time.” He smiled helping her to sit up once more. “Our baby is more important now push.”

let out another scream. “Arrggghhhhhh” She gave one big push and there it was the sounds of their baby crying. She collapsed back against the pillows trying to catch her breath as tears of joy ran down her cheeks. leaned down kissing her softly on the lips, his hand still firmly around hers.

“Yes” she smiled looking into his eyes. “Yes I’ll marry you.” Tears were still running down her cheeks as she answered him.

grinned kissing her again. “I never doubted you wouldn’t.” he whispered.

“Miss , Mister .” Said the nurse. “Meet your son.”

The nurse placed the little boy in ’s arms, bundled in a blue blanket. He was making quiet noises with his eyes shut. “Hello you.” Whispered placing a soft kiss on his head. She moved the blanket to look at the rest of him, finding ten fingers and ten toes. The baby opened his eyes looking up at his mother. “Hi” smiled looking back at him.

“He’s gorgeous babe.” Smiled admiring their son. “I can’t believe we’ve got a little boy, that we created that.” saw the tears forming at the corner of his eyes, she could hear the emotion in his voice.

“You want to hold him ?” she asked holding their son towards him. took the little boy in his arms.

“Hey little man, I’m your daddy.” He whispered.

It was a heart warming sight for , seeing the man she loved holding their first child in his arms. He was prouder than she’d ever seen him.

sat beside his fiancée watching their son feeding. He wrapped his arm around her shoulder, feeling her head rest on his shoulder. “He’s perfect.” Whispered . “Just like you.”

“And he’s going to be the sweetest little boy ever.” Smiled . “Just like his daddy.”

blushed at her comment. “I love you.” He said kissing her. returned his kiss. “And I love you.”

“We need a name for this little fella.” Said looking between the two men in her life.

“Callum ” suggested looking at the little boy.

looked at him surprised as to where the names had come from, they weren’t ones they’d talked about, but looking at the little boy they just fit.

“Suits him.” Smiled . “Welcome Callum .”


Chapter 17:

Standing before the full length mirror she took a deep breath admiring the beautiful ivory dress. She ran her hands down her hips feeling the silky material beneath her finger tips. The dress had cost a fortune, but it was worth it, it was exactly what she had wanted though and had made sure that no expense was spared for the big day, he wanted the woman he loved to have the wedding of her dreams. Reaching towards the dresser she took the beautiful diamond necklace from the stand, an early wedding gift from . She placed it around her neck, clasping it into place. It shone brightly in the sun’s rays adding an extra touch of beauty to the bride.

Hearing a knock on the door called out for the person to enter. The door slowly opened and in walked a shy looking . “Hi” she whispered nervously closing the door behind her.

“Hello” smiled . “Is everything ok?”

“Yes, I just wanted to tell you something.”

gave a big smile. “What ever it is, I’m here to listen.” Offered .

looked up at . “I just wanted to apologize for my behavior when you first came here.” She said nervously. “And I’m glad that is marrying you today.”

“Apology accepted.” Smiled reaching out to hug her soon to be sister in law. “And I don’t blame you for being protective of .” She winked causing to smile proudly. “I’m very protective of him myself.”

It was a beautiful day for their wedding, the sun was shinning brightly in the sky, not a cloud in sight. The birds chirped happily as a gentle breeze blew around. The beautiful garden had been transformed into a seating area for the ceremony. White chairs lined the yard with an aisle separating them into two sections. A white runner ran from the last aisle to the front of the aisle where a wooden stage stood. stood proudly hands clasped before him, his best friends to his side.

watched the bridesmaids walk the aisle before her, the beautiful lilac colored dresses flowing in the breeze. She caught a glimpse of , he looked more handsome than she had ever seen him, the black tux and crisp white shirt accented with a lilac colored tie. She felt her knees going weak at just the sight of him.

The wedding march started and was led from the side of the house by her father. Proudly he escorted her down the aisle to the man that had captured her heart and given him his first grandchild. locked eyes with , her heart skipped a beat from all the excitement as butterflies filled her tummy. She was suddenly nervous but at the same time excited.

A wide smile spread across ’s face as he watched his bride approach him. Stepping towards the end of the aisle he held his hand out for hers. placed his daughter’s hand in ’s and watched as he led her towards the priest to begin their lives together.

Holding hands they both recited their hand written vows perfectly, eyes locked with the others, just the two of them seemed to be there at that moment in time. Tears of joy, happiness and love were shed by the bride and groom as they spoke their heart felt vows to the other, promising to love, honor and cherish each other for the rest of their lives. With the rings perfectly in place the I Do’s said the priest spoke the words the couple had been dying to hear for over a year now. “I now pronounce you husband and wife, you may kiss your bride.”

With a cheeky smile on his face lifted her veil from her face. Slowly he leaned forward capturing her lips, covering them with his own, claiming them all over again. returned the passionate kiss feeling the love that filled it surrounding them in a blanket, wrapping them up in each other. Breaking the kiss took her hand in his as he rested his forehead against hers. “I love you Mrs. .” He whispered pecking her lips.

“Love you too Mr. .” Giggled .

Turning towards their guests and gave them a big smile. “I introduce to you Mr. and Mrs. .” Announced the priest as everyone applauded the newly married couple.

quickly escorted his wife down the aisle, swooping her into his arms as they reached the end of it, capturing her lips once more as he carried her towards the car waiting to take them to the reception.

The reception was in full swing when and entered, everyone was gathered at tables drinking and chatting. “Mr. and Mrs. have arrived” announced from the table he was sat at in the front of the room.

“Let the party begin.” Chuckled leading towards their table.

After dinner was served and eaten, speeches were made followed by the cutting of the cake. And finally the moment had arrived for the first dance as husband and wife. gave the nod to the DJ and taking his wife’s hand led her to the dance floor as the first bars of the song they’d chosen filled the room. Spinning her towards him giggled as she draped an arm around his neck, her other hand firmly placed in his. With smiles on their faces they stared into the other’s eyes as they took the first turn around the dance floor to Lonestar’s Amazed.

The guests watched on, all smiling to themselves, some remembering their own wedding day and the first dance they had shared. Their parents watched on smiling proudly, they could see the love the couple held for each other. Placing his lips next to her ear sang softly to his wife

I don’t know how you do what you do I’m so in love with you

“So how does it feel to be Mrs. ?” asked as he led his wife in a slow dance around the dance floor, his hands resting comfortably on her hips.

“Feels magnificent.” Smiled resting her head on his shoulder. Taking a deep breath she took in the scent of his intoxicating aftershave. She was happy, content and comfortable right there in his arms in that moment.

The smell of you skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark

The couple shared a tender kiss smiling back at each other. couldn’t believe how lucky he was and couldn’t have been more happier than she was at that moment, her dreams had come true at that moment in time. Whispering in his ear she grinned as he gave a cough, her words having the affect she wanted.

Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
Touch every place in my heart

Oh it feels like the first time
Every time
I wanna spend the whole night
In your eyes.

Looking deep into her eyes, he could see the naughty glint, love, desire and lust burning in them, reflecting exactly what he was feeling at the exact same moment. He couldn’t wait to get her to their hotel room.

As the night grew later spent a few moments with their son before bidding everyone goodnight. Hand in hand they left the reception making their way up to the hotel room they had booked where a night of passion ensued. The next morning after breakfast with their close friends and family they jetted off for two weeks in Italy, time to be together hidden away where the press wouldn’t find them.


Chapter 18:

Lying beside his wife couldn’t have been more happy than he was right at that moment. The sun was slowly setting in the sky and here he was watching her sleep. His eyes ran along her body, watching the rise and fall of her chest, they moved lower to her swollen tummy, where her hands lay protectively, the diamond ring he’d placed there three years ago sparkling in the sun. A feeling of pride washed over him, not just because they were expecting again, but because she was his wife. Placing his hand on her bump he gently stroked it placing soft kisses upon her bare shoulders, remembering every detail of their love making from that morning and afternoon, how sensual it had been, the two of them wrapped up in each other, lost to the world outside.

stirred slightly, a soft moan heard. She wriggled her body feeling ’s lips caressing her skin. “Hey baby” she whispered slowly opening her eyes.

lifted his head, placing his lips on hers, sharing a tender kiss. “Didn’t mean to wake you.” He whispered kissing her again.

“It’s alright love.” Smiled wrapping her arms around his waist. She leaned in kissing him again, hearing a moan escape his lips as their skin brushed against each other.

“Let’s go for a walk” he suggested. “Along the beach, it’s a beautiful evening.”

“Alright” she nodded. helped her from the bed before changing into a pair of shorts and a t-shirt. He watched her slip into a summer dress before taking her hand and leading her out of the cottage.

Hand in hand they walked along the beach enjoying their time together before they returned back to and back to the life of Westlife. They had taken a week long vacation away to the coast of Ireland, enjoying the weather and each other, having spent most of it in bed.

“Reckon our son misses us?” asked as they stopped to watch the sunset, the sky was a beautiful mix of purple, pink and orange. leaned back against his chest, feeling his hands rest protectively on her tummy.

“I’m sure at certain points of the day he does.” She smiled. “But he’s got your family to entertain him.”

nodded in agreement. “So what are we going to do with our remaining days here?” he asked.

“Just enjoy our time together.” Sighed contently. “I’ve got you all to myself for a few more days and I don’t plan on wasting a second of it.” She grinned turning around to face him she pressed her lips against his. “Considering in five months I’ll have to share you with our little girl.”

pulled away from her, breaking the kiss. “We’re having a girl?” he asked excitedly as well as shocked.

“We sure are” grinned . lifted her up spinning her around.

“Oh my God!” he shouted. “This is amazing news babe, I can’t wait to meet her, to see her, to hold her. I bet she looks just like you.”

giggled at his excitement as he calmed they shared a loving gaze. “Thank you.” Smiled stepping closer to him. reached his hands out to hers, taking her hands in his.

“You’re welcome.” He smiled knowing exactly what she was thanking him for, the same exact things he was thankful for, her love and the happiness she brought to his life. “So you going to dance for me on this tour?” he asked with a cheeky smile. slapped his arm playfully.

“As if .” She smirked. “I’m PA to the biggest boy band in the world, why would I lower myself to such a job?”

“So you could run your hands all over my body.” He husked pulling her close, pressing his lips against hers. ’s arms wrapped around his neck.

“Hmmm….I can do that whenever I want.” She giggled. “Just be sure you’re round to tame the jealousy bug.” She said looking into his eyes. “It bites at the worst of times.”

“No worries babe, you’ve got a reputation in the Westlife camp with all the dancers, they know not to mess with your man.” He placed a butterfly kiss on her lips. “Especially when your pregnant or in a mood. No one wants to be my dancer.” He chuckled.

“Good” grinned .“I love you .” She whispered resting her forehead against his.

“And I love you .” He grinned rubbing his nose against hers. “Like a once in a lifetime you changed my world.” He whispered capturing her lips with his, locking them in a passion filled kiss as the sun began to set below the horizon, the day was ending but a new night was beginning, one that was sure to be full of passion and a new day would dawn finding the pair wrapped in each other’s arms, another day of them together falling deeper in love…

I never knew that love could feel so good

Like a once in a lifetime
You changed my world

I lay my love on you
You make me feel brand new
Show me your love and walk right through As I lay my love on you


THE END



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