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Chapter 1

looked around at the gleaming white walls, the pristine showers, the neatly pressed uniforms on the walls and the rows and rows of boots that were lined up neatly and begging to be used. A number of famous names graced the backs of the shirts such as Cole, Beckham, Gerard, Rooney, Owen and Ferdinand. A mixture of excitement and panic began to rise in her stomach, although she wasn’t used to meeting famous people anyway, this was so different, these were her new workmates. The hopes of an entire nation rested on the performance of this team in the 2006 World Cup, and now that she was part of the team, their hopes rested on her too.

She sat nervously on a bench and looked around. The team would play a friendly tomorrow, then would resume training for the year’s biggest sporting event. Having left college last month, after obtaining a degree in Physiotherapy , went to an agency to find work. Little did she know, that her grades would leave her eligible for one of the most demanding physio jobs in the country.

“?” she heard a voice behind her ask. She turned to face a beautiful blonde girl with a friendly smile “I’m Niamh, I’m the PR assistant here, and it’s very nice to meet you” “It’s nice to meet you too” smiled warmly and shook her hand. “It’ll be nice to have another female around here, sometimes the testosterone can get a bit much” Niamh joked “I’d like to take you upstairs and introduce you to the team. They are having breakfast at the moment” “Sounds good” smiled, but she was shaking inside. “Don’t be nervous, you’ll love it here. And who else can say that they get to massage Premiership footballers?” laughed lightly, Niamh had a way of putting her straight at ease.

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Niamh pushed open the door to the cafeteria, and made a beeline for Sven-Goran Eriksson. “Sven, please meet , she’s the new physio therapist” looked up shyly at the man who was to lead England to victory. “Very pleased to meet you ” he said smiling at her. “Pleased to meet you too Mr. Eriksson” “Now first of all, my name is Sven, and that’s what you should call me. And secondly, that’s not an English accent, where are you from dear?” “Um, ” replied nervously. “Beautiful country” Sven smiled encouragingly. Clapping his hands loudly, all the players turned to face him “Lads, listen up. This is , she is the new physio therapist, and it’s her first day, so let’s all introduce each other” looked out at the sea of famous faces uncertainly. They looked at her with different expressions on their faces, before one by one they rose to come and greet her.

was tongue tied as she was faced with David Beckham, Steven Gerard and all the other players from the English squad. She noticed how many of them eyed her up and down appreciatively, and heard some smutty comments that were being passed around between the boys. She tried her best to smile and talk to the boys, but it was so hard, they were such big stars. Soon though, they were laughing and joking with her, and trying to make her feel at ease. All too soon, it was time for training. “Niamh will take you down to your office , I’ll be there soon” Sven smiled.

“So here it is” Niamh said as she opened the door and stepped into the office “You should find everything you need in here, along with player medical forms and injury notices in the filing cabinet. That’s the medical cabinet, and here’s the key” “I can’t believe it” said. She was really awe struck. “Don’t worry about it petal, we’ll all help you out, and the lads will calm down soon enough. As soon as they realise that you aren’t going to sleep with any of them, they will just be like big brothers to you”. And if you need anything, you can just call me” “Niamh, thank you so much! You have been amazing, I couldn’t have managed this morning without you” “We have to stick together babe; females are few and far between here!” Niamh winked and closed the door behind her. sat down in her black leather office chair and looked at her surroundings. She couldn’t help herself, and let out a squeal of excitement, as she spun around in the chair. Then she took her phone from her bag, and called the one person who she wanted to talk to more than anything in the world.


Chapter 2

“Was that ?” grinned when walked back into the recording studio. “Yeah, she sounds like she’s having a great time” sighed in reply. “That’s supposed to be a good thing man” joked. “I know, it’s just the thoughts of her with all them footballers, day after day” groaned, and put his head in his hands. “I know what you mean, just imagine a sweaty Steven Gerard, and cooped up in a little room and she’s massaging him” said, trying to keep a straight face as he watched the colour drained from ’s cheeks. “That’s not funny ” said, he was clearly irritated. “Leave it out ” sighed. “Come on, I’m just messing around” said defending himself “ wouldn’t do that to you” “It’s not he should worry about. Haven’t you ever seen ‘Footballer’s Wives’?” grinned. “Get lost ” said through gritted teeth. slapped him softly on the shoulder “Don’t worry about it man, you and are rock solid”

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“So , where are you staying while you’re working for us?” Niamh asked at lunch time. “Um, well, my boyfriend has an apartment here, so I’m going to stay there” answered nervously. “So you’re going to be living together? That’s make-or-break territory for relationships” Niamh giggled. “Well, he travels a lot with work, and I’ll be spending a lot of time abroad too, so we won’t see that much of each other at all” “Is he cute? What does he do?” Niamh asked. “I’ll introduce you sometime” giggled. She knew that Niamh was only being friendly, but she was wary of telling people that she was ’s girlfriend. They had been seeing each other for just over a year, but in reality, they hadn’t seen much of each other, due to ’s work commitments, and’s studies. “Describe him for me” Niamh pleaded. “Well he’s , taller than me and he has lovely eyes, and a big cheeky grin” grinned, chuckling to herself about how weird it was that Niamh would never guess who she was talking about. “Hmmm…. He sounds nice, but I prefer shaved heads myself” Niamh winked, looking over at Michael Owen, who was smiling back at her. “Don’t tell anyone” Niamh grinned. “My lips are sealed” laughed.

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“Hey babe” grinned as she pushed open the apartment door and struggled with the weight of her holdall. He took the bag from her and she kissed him softly on the lips “I missed you” “I missed you too – Welcome home” he grinned “So how was it?” “Oh God , it was so weird, all those famous people, and I was like such an idiot. I couldn’t make my mouth work! I just stood there with my mouth gaping open” laughed lightly “I’m sure they are used to that Hun” “Well, it was embarrassing, but they’re all really friendly” raised one eyebrow “Are they friendly, or FRIENDLY?” “Let’s just say they weren’t as nice to me as I’m going to be to you” she whispered as she began to nuzzle his neck. “Mmmm….. What did I do to deserve this?” groaned as she pulled his t-shirt over his head and admired the toned body underneath. “You’re just you” she grinned as his mouth engulfed hers in a passionate kiss.


Chapter 3

“So what do you think?” laughed as she came out of the bathroom dressed in her club tracksuit. “You look gorgeous, you always do, but I’m not sure about the colour” answered. “Really? Why not?” asked looking at herself in the full length mirror. “I think it would look better in green, white and orange. Maybe you should take it off” he grinned cheekily as he began to unzip her top. “ , you’ll make me late!” admonished laughing. “I’m sure hot shot Beckham can wait five minutes” answered grumpily. “Don’t be like that” smiled. “I can’t believe I won’t see you for ages” sighed. “Thirteen days is not ages !” giggled “We’ve been apart longer than that” “It is long when you miss someone like I miss you” smiled stroking her hair. “I’ll miss you too, but I’ll bring you back a present” she smiled with a tear in her eye. “Just bring back you, and I’ll have everything I need” said kissing her softly.

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“Are you ready for this?” Niamh smiled when parked her car at the training ground. The lads were signing autographs and security was trying to make them get on the bus. “I feel sick” smiled. “Don’t worry. Have you got everything?” Niamh asked. “I think so – Player medical forms, medicine bag and timetable” answered, mentally checking everything. “Yup, now all you need is a big excited smile” Niamh laughed. plastered a big smile to her face “Is this better?” she asked through her teeth, making Niamh laugh even louder. “You’ll fit in just fine around here” she joked.

“Welcome to our world” Michael Owen grinned, as the girls got on the bus. He winked secretly at Niamh, who immediately blushed in return. “Thanks Michael” grinned. “Michael is my dad’s name. You can call me Mick, that’s Dave, Steo, Scotty, Ash, Frankie, Jerry etc. etc. Nothing formal for us lot” “Ok” laughed as she noticed the other lads laughing at Mick. “Come on girl, let’s sit at the back” Niamh grinned and pulled her to the end of the bus. When they were seated comfortably, and the team had settled down, Niamh turned to “It’s nice to have a girl here. I’ve wanted to talk about me and Michael for so long” “But how does it work Niamh? Does nobody know about you two?” asked. “I would be replaced if they found out. The boys are not allowed to have girls in their rooms on the nights before matches. Not even their wives. Steven knows, because him and Mick share a room, so he’s seen him sneaking out” Niamh sighed “But now I have a room mate! So there’ll be no hanky panky for the two of us” laughed lightly “Well, we’re in the same boat then!”

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“It’s mad isn’t it? Just stay behind the lads” Niamh yelled. had never seen so many people in her life, well once, after a Westlife concert. But since she had never travelled with the lads, she had never seen them in the airport. She wondered idly whether this many fans came to see them off, or greet them. “Just imagine what it will be like if we win!” laughed. “You better hope we do, I wouldn’t like to see this crowd if we don’t” Wayne joked, sticking his tongue out at her. **********

“I’ve arrived safe and sound!” laughed when she phoned from Frankfurt Airport. He chuckled to himself when he heard her excited tone “that’s great babe, how’s it going?” “ I’ve never seen so many people in the airport in my whole life, all coming to support their team. It was like an army!!” she said excitedly. “I think you might be exaggerating a little pet” smiled. “I swear! We’re playing Paraguay on Saturday, I’m so excited. There’s loads of work to do though. I have to help train, especially with Rooney’s knee….. And everyone’s so nice babe, I wish you could meet them!” “I will Hun, listen I have to go, we’re, um, well, we’re really busy here” sounded upset. “Oh ok” said. She was disappointed. She wanted to share her excitement with the man she loved. “I’ll talk to you later then” he said hanging up. “Ok, I love you” answered, but she was talking to the dial tone. ***********

“So how’s she getting on?” asked. “Yeah, has she fallen in love with any tall dashing football player yet?” grinned cheekily. “She’s fine” answered shortly. looked at with a puzzled expression on her face, but he just gave her a look that said ‘leave it out’. “Well buddy, one day down, and only twelve more to go” smiled. “Thanks a lot” murmured, before getting up and leaving the room. “What’s his problem?” asked. She was irritated with . She knew from being away with the lads and the pair of them and would often do things together when the lads were busy. “It’ll just take some getting used to, that’s all” sighed, knowing that there was something more wrong with his friend. “Well he better snap out of it soon, I can’t cope with him and his humours” sighed.

Chapter 4

“I can’t believe it, Paraguay, Trinidad and Tobago, and today Sweden!” Wayne grinned, as gently massaged his knee. “You’ve got to win today first” she laughed. “Not a problem, I’m back in action remember” Wayne grinned. “Just about – and if you try any fancy foot work action, you’ll be out of the game forever mister” smiled softly. His knee had healed, but a bad bang could ruin the future of this young footballer. “What’s going on in here?” she heard a voice pipe up, she turned to find Steo smiling at her. “Gerard, couldn’t you wait for your turn?” Wayne grinned. “You know me, I can’t get enough of my Irish birds” Steven winked making blush. “Well you’ll have to wait” she smiled “patience is a virtue”

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This was the most fun had ever had. She had seen a lot of countries, particularly from going to see when he was abroad. But she had never seen it alone, or done anything quite like this on her own. It was strangely liberating. That’s not to say that she didn’t miss him, and she was going straight home after the match to see him. It was weird to say ‘home’ referring to ’s apartment. They lived together now. Well technically they did, but considering the amount of time they actually spent there, then they weren’t really living together at all. “Something up ?” Steven asked her. “What?” she asked, awakening from her day dream. “Well, you’ve been rubbing the same spot for about ten minutes now” he said smiling softly. “Oh, I’m sorry” she blushed furiously. How embarrassing! “Not to worry” he answered. “Listen I know we joke and stuff, but we can be mature when we want to be, so if you ever want someone to speak to, you know where I am” looked at him and smiled warmly. They were all so welcoming here, and made her feel at home, and not one of them had an ego, despite ’s previous beliefs. “Thanks Ste. I appreciate, but I’m fine. Just a bit tired!” she smiled warmly.

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It's coming home, it's coming home, it's coming,
footballs coming home
It's coming home, it's coming home, it's coming,
footballs coming home
It's coming home, it's coming home, it's coming,
footballs coming home
It's coming home, it's coming home, it's coming,
footballs coming home

Champagne flew everywhere, and the cheering could be heard for miles. Niamh and were in the dressing room celebrating the team’s victory. “I’ve got to run and organise the press releases” Niamh yelled in ’s ear. “I have to fly too, my flight is in two hours” laughed. “Well you have my mobile number, call me in London, and we’ll have dinner. You can bring your bloke and I’ll bring mine!” Niamh laughed as the girls hugged and said goodbye. She then said goodbye to the team, who all hugged her tightly, but were more interested in celebrating. “Be good” Steven winked “And remember, just call if you need a chat!” “I will, thanks” smiled in return.

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She was late, she hoped she hadn’t missed her flight. She had to return to the hotel and get her bags, and change clothes since she smelled like a brewery after getting sprayed with champagne. It was hard to be away from so much, but as she felt the familiar butterflies rise in her tummy at the thought of seeing him, she knew that she would never love anybody like she loved him. She took her seat on the plane and drummed her fingers against her leg. There was nowhere else she wanted to be right now than in his arms.


Chapter 5

“So are you excited about seeing ?” asked marching into ’s apartment. “Sure” he said quietly. “Oh I can tell, you look SO excited” smiled, rolling his eyes “What’s going on with you buddy?” “Nothing” grunted. slapped his hand to his head “Of course! Nothing! Why didn’t I think of that?” he said sarcastically. “There’s no need to be a dick ” answered coldly. took a deep breath “I’m sorry , but you’ve been in foul humour for weeks now” “Well you’d be in bad humour if your girlfriend was running around massaging a group of sexy men” spat. chuckled to himself “You think they’re sexy?” he laughed. shot him a look of thunder. “Ok, I’m sorry, but honestly you make it sound so sordid, when in fact, it’s all just work” said softly. “And what would you know about it?” asked angrily. was growing tired of his attitude “I’ll tell you what I know – I know that if you carry on like this when get’s here, you won’t have a girlfriend to complain about” And with that he marched from the room, and slammed the door behind him.

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fumbled for her keys in the end of her bag. “Damn Mary Poppins bag” she cursed under her breath, she was never able to find what she needed in it, despite carrying everything but the kitchen sink around with her. Suddenly the door opened and he stood in front of her. Her face lit up and she hugged him tightly. “” she breathed happily. took in the sight of her, how her face lit up when she had seen him, she was obviously happy to be home, but he couldn’t shake the niggling feeling he had in his stomach. “I missed you” she whispered in his ear, causing goose bumps to travel down his back. He felt a sudden need to take her and make her his.

He roughly picked up her bag and threw it in the door. Then he placed his hands firmly on her waist and pushed her roughly against the wall. He avoided her mouth and instead began nuzzling her neck, kissing and licking it in the way that drove her crazy. He pulled the t-shirt over her head. She could feel his body straining against his jeans and she gasped at the feelings he was evoking in her body. He wrapped his strong arms around her and began to stroke his hands all over her body. He found her lips and probed her mouth with his tongue. opened her mouth and kissed him back. She slid her hands up underneath his shirt, and ran them all over his bare skin. He groaned in her mouth, and opened her jeans, letting them fall to the floor. He pushed his body against hers and she felt his need pressing into her stomach. She stripped him of his shirt and jeans admiring the masculine body underneath them. They were panting heavily with lust and need. He lifted her legs and held them around his waist and with her back pushed against the wall, they became one. It was quick and urgent, they were both desperate for each other, and she gasped as she straddled him. They both cried out when their bodies couldn’t take anymore, and they found release together.

. They lay in a sweaty heap on the floor. “So you missed me then?” smiled. “More than you’ll ever know” answered “I’m going to take a shower” he said helping her up off the floor. “Want some company?” she smiled cheekily. “Mmm…. I don’t think I have the energy love” he smiled softly “I’ll be back in a few minutes” he said scooping his clothes up off the floor. was completely confused, and put her clothes back on in a hurry. She missed him terribly, but this wasn’t the welcome she was expecting. Instead of spending time wrapped in his arms, she was left alone while he showered. Something was wrong. “Don’t be ridiculous, he’s just sweaty” she scolded herself, but deep down she knew there was a problem.

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He found her sitting in the kitchen. She looked more beautiful every time he saw her. She was sitting at the breakfast bar wearing his t-shirt and her underwear. Her cheeks were flushed, and her hair was messy, but he had never seen her looking so good. He stood opposite her, with the table blocking them. “I got you something” he smiled. “Really?” she asked and looked at him excitedly “What is it?” laughed she was like a child at Christmas time. “Close your eyes and hold out your hand” he teased. “Really?” She asked incredulously. “Hey do you want it or not?” he grinned. “Ok fine” she sighed, closing her eyes, and sticking her hand out in front of her. took it, and kissed it, making her smile softly, then placed something very tiny in her palm. “Open your eyes” he whispered. His heart was beating in his chest and he knew that his future happiness would depend on this moment.

opened her eyes, and her jaw dropped when she spotted the tiny diamond encrusted white gold ring in her hand. “So?” asked nervously. Every second felt like a minute for him. “So what?” she asked softly with a tear in her eye. “Will you marry me ?” he asked gently. She looked deep into his eyes, and saw that he was as nervous as she was. A soft smile graced her lips “I’d love to” she whispered. He felt like a huge weight had been lifted from his shoulders and he raced around the table to scoop her up into a big hug and kiss her softly. “Take me to bed Mr. ” she grinned happily.


Chapter 6

“Hi” called excitedly when she spotted and . “Hey girl, we missed you” Gina laughed. “Yeah, he’s not been the same without you” added making the girls laugh. “You can say that again, he was like a puppy without a bone” joked. “Such a lovely metaphor babe” said sarcastically, earning herself a playful slap from . “We missed you babe” smiled hugging her. “I missed you lot too, it’s seems like months” “For me too” smiled kissing her forehead. was relieved to see him smile again, and figured that he must have resolved his issues with . “We’re all back together again!” smiled “Well except …. Where is he?” “He met a girl” grinned, “so he’s gone home for a few days to see her” “Well I hope you don’t mind, but I invited my friend Niamh and her boyfriend” asked. “Any friend of yours is a friend of ours” smiled.

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“So what’s for dinner ?” asked rubbing his tummy. “Don’t ask me this was ’s idea, he can cook” laughed. “Great, we’ll starve” groaned dramatically. “I’m ordering in” grinned slapping on the back of the head. Suddenly gasped and clapped her hand over her mouth. Every one looked at her strangely. “What is that sparkling on your finger?” she asked pointing at ’s left hand. ’s face broke into a huge smile and put his arm around her “It’s a ring, I’m soon to be Mrs. ” she said. and jumped of the sofa and screamed like mad women, demanding to try on her ring, while the lads hugged and congratulated the couple. There was a knock on the door, and opened it, hugging Niamh as soon as she saw her. Only then she noticed the third person. “I hope you don’t mind, Steven’s flying home in the morning so he’s staying with us” Niamh said apologetically. “Not at all the more the merrier!” grinned “Come in and I’ll introduce you” stood behind her and looked at the two men in awe. The apartment had gone quiet as everyone looked on. “Didn’t you tell them we were coming?” Mick whispered. “I told them my friends are coming” smiled “Don’t mind them, they just aren’t used to meeting famous people” she joked. “ this is Niamh Steo and Mick” she said introducing them “This is my ” “Ah the infamous boyfriend” Steven joked. “Fiancé actually” said putting his arm protectively around ’s shoulder. looked at him confusedly, before shrugging him off and introducing everyone else.

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“Bloody football” Niamh groaned as she looked out to the balcony where all the boys stood discussing the latest goings on in the world cup “As if we don’t get it enough” “Boy’s will be boys” sighed as the girls relaxed with a bottle of wine. “I can’t believe you didn’t tell me is your boyfriend” Niamh said pretending to be annoyed. “We haven’t told many people” smiled. “That’s going to change now” grinned gesturing towards her hand. “I know, I’ll be a Westwife” grinned. “Hey you already are” grinned. “It’s really great , he seems nice” Niamh smiled. “He is” said while playing with the ring on her finger. She couldn’t get rid of the feeling of dread that had settled in her stomach ever since she had got home.

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“So are you taking care of then?” asked. “Yeah, because if you don’t, we’ll sort you out” joked. “Ah we wouldn’t let anything happen to , we’re all very fond of her” Ste laughed earning a thunderous look from . noticed the tension “So how long are you off for?” “Just tomorrow, then we fly to Munich again for the 16th round” Mick answered. “Well I’ve never cheered for England, but I suppose we’ll have to start” joked. “We better get going” Steven said “Thanks , it was a lovely evening” “No problem” grunted. caught the look on his face when Ste hugged her to say goodbye. Everyone left and and were alone.

“So? What’s going on?” she demanded. “He’s a smarmy bastard” spat. “What? How dare you? You don’t even know him” answered angrily. “I know his type. And what’s with him calling you ? That’s very cosy isn’t it” “ , you need an attitude check” said coldly and walked towards the bathroom. “Defending him now are we?” called after her. “No I’m not, because there’s nothing to defend. You are just being an idiot. And I’ve never been ashamed of your behaviour before tonight” she yelled. “My behaviour? What about you? Running half way around the world with a bunch of blokes you hardly know, and putting your hands all over them. At least when we’re married, you can quit your job” yelled back. felt like she had been punched in the stomach “So that’s what this is” she replied softly “It’s about my job, and you not trusting me” “I do trust you. I don’t trust them” he answered pointing towards the door. “No , if you trusted me, you would know that you are the only man for me, and I could never even look at someone else because I’m with you”

sat on the sofa heavily and put her head in her hands. kneeled in front of her and put his hands on her knees “ babe, look at me please” He lifted her head with his finger and looked in her eyes as if he was searching for something “Tell me you love me ” he pleaded. took a deep breath and stared straight back at him “Why?” “What do you mean why?” he asked with a confused expression on his face. “Why should I bother ? It only means something if you believe it. I could say it until I’m blue in the face, but it wont count because without trust there is no love” He put his hands on her cheeks “But I love you ” “I know you do, because I trust what you say” she whispered. “I do trust you” cried. “No you don’t” she shook her head sadly and pushed his hands away “All those short phone calls when you sounded annoyed at me. This morning when we made love – sorry, I should say when we had sex – that was about you possessing me. I didn’t figure it out at the time, but now it’s quite clear. And this” she said pointing to her ring “this is so you can own me too. So I’ll be yours, and everyone will know it” “No it’s….” began to protest. “, I’m sure you love me, but I can’t spend the rest of my life reassuring you” “What are you saying?” he asked choking on his words. ’s eyes were flooded with tears “I can’t…. marry…. you…. ” she said in barely more than a whisper. He stood up quickly “You don’t know what you’re saying , you’re just upset” he said quickly. She shook her head “No , if I thought that you had asked me for the right reason’s then I would marry you tomorrow, and I cant’ believe that I’m saying this because I love you with my whole heart……. But I want to break up” She struggled to control her breathing, and felt sick to her stomach when she noticed the look of pure pain in his eyes. “Fine” he whispered. was shocked, she hadn’t expected this reaction. “I’ll come for my stuff tomorrow” she said with tears before grabbing her bag and leaving through the front door.

sat on the sofa, and broke into tears. It was as if his heart had been ripped from his chest and stood on. His stomach felt hollow and he reached for the vodka bottle to fill the hole, but he knew that it wouldn’t work. There was only one thing that could fill it, and he had chased her away.


Chapter 7

“ are you ok?” Niamh asked when they were seated on the plane “You’ve been quiet since you arrived at the airport” thought back to the previous day when she had returned to the apartment after spending the night in a hotel. She had naively thought that he would be there to hug her and kiss her, and tell her he was a dope. wasn’t home, and the place was like a tip, with empty bottles and cans everywhere. The stale smell of cigarette smoke filled the room, and’s eyes filled with tears. She remembered walking around the apartment picking up his things and holding them, as if it would bring him back to her. Eventually she went to the bedroom, and began to pack her things. Luckily she hadn’t been there that long, so could fit her stuff in a holdall. Stopping in the kitchen she found a pen and a piece of paper. She wrote some words on the paper and delicately placed her beautiful ring on top of it. Sighing she looked around once more, before closing the front door behind her.

“?” Niamh asked again, and snapped awake. “Oh sorry Niamh, I’m fine, just a little tired” she smiled weakly. “Did that fiancé of yours have you up all night?” Niamh asked with a cheeky smile on her face. The shock must have shown on her face, and her eyes filled with tears. An expression of concern filled Niamh’s face “Oh , what did I say? I’m sorry. What’s wrong?” furiously wiped away her tears “I really don’t want to talk about it now Niamh” pleaded. “Ok love, I’m here for you though” Niamh said taking ’s hand in hers. was grateful for the concern, but she really wished she could be alone.

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“He won’t answer the phone” said in a slightly panicked voice. “Don’t worry about it, I’m sure he’ll turn up” yawned. They were in the studio in London, waiting for to arrive so they could finish recording their album. “Has anyone heard from him since the dinner?” asked. “No, nobody has, maybe something’s happened to him” said worriedly. “He’s probably just shagging ” answered. “No she left yesterday. I’m really worried about him” said. “There’s no need” a voice said from behind them. “” smiled, but then frowned when he took in his friend’s appearance “What happened to you?” ’s eyes were blood shot, and he was unshaven. He wore a baseball cap, and crumpled white t-shirt and jeans. “Yeah, you smell like booze man” said wrinkling his nose. “Look, I’m here aren’t I?” snapped “Now lets do some work”

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“Coming for a drink?” asked after recording. “Sure” and answered. “I’ve got to see ” answered “Sorry man” “No worries, see ye tomorrow” said forcing a smile. and looked at each other – something was definitely up.

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sat crying on the bed of her hotel room, here she was in Sweden and she couldn’t even enjoy herself. There was a knock and she ignored it. Whoever it was knocked again, and she pulled herself from the bed in case Niamh had forgotten her key. She was faced by Steven, who immediately noticed her swollen eyes and tear stained cheeks “What’s going on?” he demanded softly. couldn’t help herself and broke down completely, sobbing uncontrollably into his chest. He stroked her hair and whispered consolations in her ear. “, please stop crying, you’ll make yourself sick” he pleaded. After a while her tears subsided, and she looked up at him with an embarrassed expression on her face. “I’m really sorry” she said softly, avoiding his gaze. “Do you want to talk about it?” he asked. She shook her head sadly “I’d rather just forget about it for a while” she sighed. “Well how about joining me for dinner downstairs?” he smiled. “That sounds nice” she smiled softly “Can I just take a shower first” “of course, I’ll come back in a half hour”

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looked at as he downed another pint, then glanced at who was playing with his watch. They had barely spoken since arriving in the pub over two hours ago. “Do you want to talk about it ?” ventured. “Talk about what?” slurred drunkenly. “Whatever it is that has you drinking like it’s the end of the world” answered. “Nothing to talk about” shrugged. “Is this because left again?” asked, completely confused as to why was drinking so heavily. “She can do what she likes” said sadly. “Aha, so it is about . Have you had a fight?” asked again, pleased that they were making some headway. “In a manner of speaking” answered “She left me”

and were shocked. “She what?” demanded. “Are you sure?” added. “Of course I’m bloody sure” spat. He took her ring from his pocket and slammed it down on the table. “Fucking hell” said obviously in shock. “What happened?” asked after some time. “Apparently I don’t trust her” answered glumly “If you ask me, she just wants to be free to shag the footballers” “Bullshit” spat “She’s mad about you” “Yeah, and she’s not like that” said, still clearly trying to comprehend the situation. “Did you say something to her?” asked. “Like what?” spat. “Something stupid” said. “Thanks for the support” said sourly, before storming from the pub. “Jesus” said under his breath and took a large gulp of his pint.


Chapter 8

It was seven days since had left for Germany. After England has made it to the ¼ finals, didn’t see any point in returning to London for the three day break. She may as well stay in a German hotel as an English one. In that time, she had refused to answer her phone. She sent text messages to anyone who rang her explaining that she was fine, but couldn’t talk. Niamh knew what had happened, and so did Steven, since they had been spending time together ever since he found her crying. It was the eve of the ¼ finals, and England were to play Germany tomorrow. was secretly praying that they would lose and she could return home to her family, and wallow in her self pity for a while.

The room phone rang and reluctantly picked it up. It was reception with a message informing that she had visitors. She wondered who it could be, since no one knew where the team was staying. She trudged quietly down the stairs praying that who ever it was would leave quickly. As she stepped into the lobby she was shocked to see and with two suitcases standing waiting for her. As soon as saw her she rushed over and hugged tightly. Tears sprang to her eyes, and wished them away. “Oh babe, are you ok?” Gina asked. “Sure I’m fine, how are you?” answered robotically while hugging “How did you find me?” she asked. “Sometimes it helps to know people” said winking conspiratorially. “We’re just over for the night, since you wouldn’t talk to us on the phone” added, and felt tears in her eyes again. It was nice to have such caring friends. “Don’t cry babe” soothed her “Come on, lets get a drink”

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felt much better after speaking to and . She told them everything that had happened. About how she had felt that only wanted her for a possession and how he didn’t respect her career, or her friends. They didn’t say anything, they just let her speak, and it was such a weight off her shoulders when she finally finished. “I really don’t think he meant it that way” said when she was done “He’s jealous, and thought that he was doing the best for both of you” “People don’t get married because they’re jealous ” sighed. “No, and neither was . He bought that ring months ago” was confused “Then why didn’t he ask me months ago?” “He was scared you would say no, since you had only been going out for a while” said “But that doesn’t excuse his behaviour”

“How is he?” asked quietly. “He’s rough ” admitted. “He pretends he’s not, but we can all see it.” “He’s an idiot” added. smiled weakly “He’s just a man. Thanks for coming you guys, but I’m really sorry, I have to be at the team dinner in ten minutes” “We have to go too, we’ve got an early flight” said quietly. “I’m really glad I have friends like you too” said, almost starting to cry again. “You’ll always have us” replied as she hugged goodbye. turned and began to make her way to the lift. “” called “What will we tell him?” looked at the worry etched on her friend’s faces and felt so sorry for them, this must be hard for them too. She sighed deeply and pushed the elevator button “Tell him I’m sorry that this happened. It was the last thing I expected” smiled at her sadly and felt her heart break all over again “The funny thing is, all he had to do was follow me” she said as she waved goodbye and stepped into the lift.


Chapter 9

“ open the door” yelled for the third time. ’s eyes flickered open, and immediately closed again at the pain that was caused by the bright afternoon sun streaming through the windows. “” he heard call again. “Alright, alright Jesus” he mumbled sitting up from the floor. He stumbled to the door, and flung it open only to be confronted by the lads and their partners. “Finally” said sounding pissed off, and marching into the apartment. “To what do I owe the pleasure?” asked sourly. “Jesus” said under her breath as the smell of stale alcohol and smoke filled her nostrils. She began to open all the windows in the room. “We need a word” said quietly. “Have three” said sarcastically. “For God’s sake , grow up” snapped. “Excuse me?” snarled. “Watch it ” said, putting a hand on ’s back.

“Fine” spat “You still haven’t told me what you’re all doing here” cleared his throat “We’ve seen ” ’s face drained of colour “You… you what?” he asked clearly shocked. “We went to Germany, to make sure she was ok, and we saw her” answered quietly. knew she was nervous, as she was fiddling with her hair “How is she?” he finally asked. “ She looks bad mate, she’s thin, and not sleeping” said. “And it’s my fault” commented. “Well of course it’s bloody your fault” snapped “You had some nerve doing what you did, you’ve shattered everything she thought about your relationship. She’s heartbroken” put his hand on his girlfriend’s arm, trying to silence her. He could see the hurt flickering in ’s eyes. “I had my reason’s” said quietly. “Maybe you did, but the point is, you’re a fool if you let this be the end” said, speaking for the first time since he entered the room. put his head in his hands “I don’t see what can be done” he said glumly. “You won’t know until you try mate” said gently “You owe her an explanation, and you owe yourself the chance to get her back” “And then maybe we can get the album finished” added smiling cheekily. “You’re right, I’ll go to her. I’ll leave now” said with a determined glint in his eyes. “Hang on mate, it’s semi – finals day today, if England lose, they’ll be coming home, and you’ll miss her. See how the match goes, then you can fly out tomorrow” said. looked around at all his friends, amazed at their concern for him, particularly when he had been such a twat recently. “Thanks guys” he said quietly. ruffled his hair affectionately “We’re doing this for , not you” she said smiling.

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“I feel rather drunk” giggled with Niamh. They were at the congratulatory party. The team had made it through to the final, which was to be played in four days. Brazil was the opposing team, and everyone was worried, they were serious competition. “Me too” Niamh laughed “What can you expect from all this free champagne!” It was so strange, all the players wives and girlfriends were present, along with journalists, coaches, trainers, family and friends. “I haven’t had this much fun in a while” hiccupped. She knew the drink was only masking her pain, and she would feel crappy in the morning, but for now she was only happy to be smiling. Victoria Beckham walked by, and ’s jaw dropped. “Close your mouth, you look like a goldfish” Steven laughed. gave him a big hug “You’re a lovely bloke Steven Gerard” she grinned. “And you’re a lovely girl ” he winked back, and laughed at her drunkenness. “Everybody smile” a journalist said as he faced the camera at their table. The picture was snapped of Ste, , Mick and Niamh.

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“Have you seen this?” said when opened the door “Hi ” he added. “Hi ” she smiled sheepishly, covering her body with the bed sheet. “Sorry about barging in, but look at this” he flung the paper at which showed the offending picture. “What about it?” shrugged. “Don’t they look cosy?” “They look like four people at a party” answered, then showed the picture to . She nodded her head in agreement “It’s ridiculous to think anything else , look they don’t even have their arms around each other” “This jealously thing is exactly the reason that you and are fighting” said smiling softly. sighed deeply “I know, I guess I just needed some reassurance, I cant get a flight until tomorrow morning” “Well, would you mind waiting for this reassurance until we’re dressed?” smiled gesturing down to her naked body underneath the sheet. jumped up as if realising only know that she was only wearing a sheet. “Jesus, I’m sorry” he blushed, I’ll meet ye downstairs for breakfast”


Chapter 10

woke from the sound of snoring. She opened her eyes and looked across to Niamh’s bed, where Steven lay sleeping peacefully. For a split second she had thought it was , and her heart had fallen when she realised that it wasn’t and it never would be again. She looked at the clock. It was 7.30 am, and this was going to be one of the most important days of her life. England would play Brazil today, and the 2006 FIFA World Cup winners would be announced. She gently prodded Ste in the side. “Wake up sleepy head, you have to go back to your room before anyone knows you’re gone” He opened his eyes and groaned “Five more minutes” he pleaded. laughed lightly “No now” she smiled. He sighed and got up from the bed. He pulled his jeans on and began to look for his shoes. There was a knock at the door and they both looked at it. “Hide” hissed, fearing it was Sven on a rampage. She cautiously opened the door, and was shocked to find standing there. “” she whispered.

’s heart began to beat wildly in his chest. She looked fantastic, but he always loved how she looked first thing in the morning with no make up on, and her hair all messy. Before he could help himself he flung his arms around her and buried his face in her hair, inhaling her scent deeply. “I missed you” he whispered. He pulled back quickly when he heard a man clearing his throat. “Hi ” Steven said quietly. noticed he was wearing jeans that were undone and a sheepish expression. panicked “ it’s not what it looks like” just stared blankly at her “I’m sorry for coming here” he said quietly, before turning and walking towards the lifts. “ wait” called desperately, hurriedly looking for her shoes and jogging pants. “Fuck, fuck, fuckety fuck” she said loudly to herself. “Go and get Niamh and Mick up, tell her I’ll miss breakfast and ask her to make an excuse to Sven for me” she said to Steo, who was putting his t-shirt on. With that she ran from the room to find .

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She left the hotel’s front door and looked around her helplessly. He was no where to be seen. “Damn” she muttered under her breath, choosing to turn left, hoping against hope that she would find him. What was he doing here? And why did it take him this long?

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“I knew it” he thought to himself “there had to be something going on” He cursed under his breath for ever letting her get away. He felt like his whole life was going down the pan. He had pushed her away, now she had someone else, and it was all his fault. “You’re pathetic” he said to himself.

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She knew it was him from a mile away. She would know him anywhere. Even with his collar up and his face buried under a baseball cap, it was her . Her mouth felt dry and her palms were sweaty. She sat down gingerly beside him “Penny for them?” She asked. was shocked to see her, amazed that she had bothered to follow him. “Just thinking how stupid I’ve been” he admitted honestly. “Oh ” she breathed. “No , please let me speak. I’m really sorry, and I’m glad you’ve found happiness, even if it is with HIM” he mumbled, emphasising the last word. rolled her eyes and laughed lightly. “Steven Gerard is a happily married man” she said lightly “he was in my room, because Niamh was in his with Mick. No girls in the bedrooms on the nights before matches, remember?”

looked incredulously at her “So there’s no you and him?” he asked. “There never has been you dope. I’ve told you that since the beginning” He looked at her for a moment. was right, she didn’t look good. There were dark circles under her eyes and she fidgeted with her hands nervously. They sat in silence for a while before got bored “What are you doing here ?” she blurted before she could help herself. “I owe you an apology and an explanation” he said quietly. He was staring at the grass, afraid to look at her. “Go on” she urged. “I should have never done the things I did – well I should have asked you to marry me, but I should have done it for the right reason’s” “So you admit that you don’t want to marry me?” she asked, disappointment coursing through her veins.

A look of shock crossed his face “God no, of course I want to marry you, I love you more than anything in the world, but I let my insecurities get in the way of my common sense” “That sounds like you alright” she joked nudging him gently in the ribs. “Why didn’t you trust me to do this without cheating on you – and I want the truth ” she said seriously. He took a deep breath and turned to face her “When we met you were in college , and I was a pop star. You were young and naïve, and I was able to show you things that you’ve never seen, and bring you places that you’ve never been. I thought that once you started hanging out with all these footballers you would realise that you could have anyone you wanted, and I would have nothing to offer you, because they could offer you the same” he looked away when he had finished, but not before noticed the tear in his eye. “But I did have anyone I wanted” she whispered. “I know that now” he sighed “And when Steven called you , I flipped, that’s my name for you” “He didn’t do it on purpose you idiot” she said slightly irritated. “I know, I know, but I couldn’t help myself. The thought of losing you scared me more than anything. But I guess I’ve succeeded at that anyway”

“You sound extremely sorry for yourself , it’s unattractive” she answered trying to lighten the mood. He sighed deeply “I am really sorry ” She nodded in understanding “I know you are…. But you really hurt me , you broke my heart” “if it’s any consolation to you, I broke mine too” he said with a wry grin. “So what would you do if you could do it all again?” she asked, trying to suppress a smile. “I’d ask you to marry me because I love you, and because my life would be empty without you. It’s like there’s a glow around everything , and when you aren’t there, it’s gone and everything is dull. I want to spend my life shining with you. And I’d support your career, and do some travelling with you, and be nice to your team mates” “No you wouldn’t” giggled. “Ok I wouldn’t” he admitted “but if you ended up working for the Irish team, I’d have to”

She looked at him closely “these are easy words to say , how do you know you could follow through?” He looked at her earnestly “I’d have to. The last while without you has been worse than death. I’ve been simply existing when I want to be living, but I only can with you. You mean everything to me” broke away from his gaze to look at her watch “I have to go, we’ve lots to do today” His eyes fell and he nodded gently “Ok, I understand”. She kissed him on the cheek and stood up to leave. After taking a few steps she turned to face him “Are you a betting man ?” she smiled. He looked confused, but nodded slightly. “If we win today, I’ll give you another chance…. That’s if you’ll still have me”

’s face broke into a broad grin and he jumped up, but she held her arm out in front of her “Only if we win ” she smiled. And with that she turned and began to walk away.


Chapter 11

– I can’t fucking believe it, Penalties, talk about suspense
- I can’t believe she’s giving you another chance!
– Me neither, the God’s must be smiling down on me
– They will be if we win this match
– I never thought I’d be rooting for anyone but Ireland to win the World cup

He was stood in a bar watching the match. It was 1-1 and down to penalties. He was trying to be inconspicuous, but the punters didn’t really care, they were too caught up in the game. The TV kept flicking to the bench, and he could see looking almost as nervous as he felt.

– Come on you bastards
– Don’t yell man, I can hear ye

was gesturing for to turn up the volume. She was as nervous as he was, and her hand shook as she reached for the remote

– Shit 2 penalties each, and England for the third
– I am watching man

Beckham stepped up to take the third penalty, and the tension in the area could be cut with a knife. inhaled sharply as he raised his foot. She squeezed her eyes shut and was only aware of the goal when she heard the fans cheer wildly. Relief flooded her and she laughed loudly.

– Fucking hell! YES, YES, YES!!!
– (laughing) If Brazil miss this and we get the next one, you’re in man

– It’s Gerard to take it

’s heart was beating furiously, and he thought he might drop the phone

You could hear a pin drop in the stadium as he lined up the ball. reached out and clasped Theo Walcotts hand tightly, who kept his gaze firmly on the ball. The hope’s of a nation rested on this kick, but couldn’t care less, he just wanted back.

He took a few steps back and ran for the ball, kicking it powerfully towards the goal. For a split second nobody made a sound. Then, the entire stadium went wild, cheering and clapping.

– We did it, we did it! I can’t fucking believe it
– you are one lucky bastard

jumped from her seat and hugged the subs tightly. Tears of joy sprang to her eyes and she danced around joyously.

– I’m going to get my girl , I’ll talk to ye soon
– Congrats man

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He was pacing the floor as she entered the hotel reception. As soon as he saw her, he ran to hug her. she flung her arms around him tightly. “I love you ” he whispered. “I love you too ” He put her down, and looked at her intently “I’m really sorry” “I know you are, I’m just glad it worked out.” grinned like the cat that got the cream “I’m blessed that England won, but even more blessed because I have you” She smiled naughtily “I would have took you back anyway, I just wanted you to sweat a bit” “And I did, I must have lost weight” he grinned.

The people in the reception were going wild, it seemed like everyone had a touch of football fever. “?” she whispered in his ear “Can I have my ring back?” He pulled away from her, and looked deep into her eyes “Are you sure?” She looked at the man stood before her, gorgeous and kind. He was her best friend. “I’ve never been more sure of anything in my life” she smiled, as he delicately placed the ring back on her finger. “I love you so much it hurts” he smiled. “Nope it’s not going to hurt anymore” she answered, leaning up and kissing him softly on his lips. “Now take me to bed before I change my mind” she winked, causing to kiss her even more passionately.

Stepping into the lift he turned to her “Do you think we should invite Steven and his fiancé to the wedding?” he grinned cheekily. “Only if you think you can handle it”


THE END



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